time for a new blog ! well i called it off . My engagement is now over . I realized that it was an engagement of convenience and not for love .
but don't get me wrong , i still want to be with my ex fiance now my significant other . She is not happy with me at the moment but i am positive that if i give her enough time she will realize it was an engagement of convenience . We never talked about "getting married " we never even set a date . ywp people can STILL be together and not be engaged or married .
I read about the shooting in colorado . i am a die hard fan of gun rights ! i strongly support the second amendment
i was a member of the nra . DON"T DO IT THEY WILL ONLY WANT YOUR MONEY ! it is a tragedy but i live life to the fullest ! i live every day like it is my last day ! the thing that gets me is he was wearing body armor . CO has loose gun laws . But when the agressor is wearing body armor there is not much you can do . I feel sorry for the victims families , i feel sorry for the guy's family . I will never understand why he did what he did !
On a brighter note i went to an engagement party last friday . I had a lot of fun , i stayed up till 5 in the morning . We were having a long discussion long and epic discussion about if things happen for a reason or not . I firmly believe that everything DOES happen for a reason ! i am still alive for a reason , i broke off my engagement for a reason it all happens for a reason ! there are no coincidences in this world or any others only the inevitable . It has been a long time since i stayed up THAT late ! the odd thing was i was not even tired i just got sick of the discussion and decided to go to sleep . I am still happy for the engaged couple , even though it is not my life it is still very much theirs and i wish them all the happiness in the world ! and i just got my asp baton score !
but don't get me wrong , i still want to be with my ex fiance now my significant other . She is not happy with me at the moment but i am positive that if i give her enough time she will realize it was an engagement of convenience . We never talked about "getting married " we never even set a date . ywp people can STILL be together and not be engaged or married .
I read about the shooting in colorado . i am a die hard fan of gun rights ! i strongly support the second amendment
i was a member of the nra . DON"T DO IT THEY WILL ONLY WANT YOUR MONEY ! it is a tragedy but i live life to the fullest ! i live every day like it is my last day ! the thing that gets me is he was wearing body armor . CO has loose gun laws . But when the agressor is wearing body armor there is not much you can do . I feel sorry for the victims families , i feel sorry for the guy's family . I will never understand why he did what he did !
On a brighter note i went to an engagement party last friday . I had a lot of fun , i stayed up till 5 in the morning . We were having a long discussion long and epic discussion about if things happen for a reason or not . I firmly believe that everything DOES happen for a reason ! i am still alive for a reason , i broke off my engagement for a reason it all happens for a reason ! there are no coincidences in this world or any others only the inevitable . It has been a long time since i stayed up THAT late ! the odd thing was i was not even tired i just got sick of the discussion and decided to go to sleep . I am still happy for the engaged couple , even though it is not my life it is still very much theirs and i wish them all the happiness in the world ! and i just got my asp baton score !