Yesterday was the memorial for David Wellhouse RIP . His family has been close to mine for nearly half my life . I would have lo go to the funeral but i missed it .
First i was told that the funeral would start at on an to be at their house by noon. I woke up early i shaved got dressed up and i left . By the time i got there i was in for a bad surprise . The funeral was moved up by two whole hours . I was not particularly happy about that . But now ilook back and i realize that i hate churches and i probably would not have liked the service anyway . Alhtough i have a few regrets . I did not get too hear an ones speeches . I
I would have loved to hear some of the speeches . I would have loved to have given a speech too but i was unable to . What can i say ? I saw his health deteriorate for a long time . He started to get worse and worse as the years went by . Staying in the fucking hospital , and going in and out for almost half of a fucking year . Visiting him on thanksgiving right before eating the meal seeing a bunch of other people sitting inside the hospital waiting room talking to them telling them not to give up hope . I visited him after hours after they had locked the front door and i had to go through the fucking er . Seeing him all confused talking to deamons not knowing were he was . Giving as much support to his family as i could have given them .
Now his suffering is over . The party was not what an average person would expect for some one whose father died . By 2 in the afternoon the majority of the people were drunk . Not only that but no one got sober! Well i did but not until after midnight , I was surprised how much boose there were . Everyone was also sitting around laughing and making jokes . It is what David Wellhouse would have wanted . I had a job offer earlier this week . When they asked me to scan my social security card i walked away that is one thing i will not do is to scan my ssn to ANOY i do not know . Nor should any one else for that matter !

I would have loved to hear some of the speeches . I would have loved to have given a speech too but i was unable to . What can i say ? I saw his health deteriorate for a long time . He started to get worse and worse as the years went by . Staying in the fucking hospital , and going in and out for almost half of a fucking year . Visiting him on thanksgiving right before eating the meal seeing a bunch of other people sitting inside the hospital waiting room talking to them telling them not to give up hope . I visited him after hours after they had locked the front door and i had to go through the fucking er . Seeing him all confused talking to deamons not knowing were he was . Giving as much support to his family as i could have given them .
Now his suffering is over . The party was not what an average person would expect for some one whose father died . By 2 in the afternoon the majority of the people were drunk . Not only that but no one got sober! Well i did but not until after midnight , I was surprised how much boose there were . Everyone was also sitting around laughing and making jokes . It is what David Wellhouse would have wanted . I had a job offer earlier this week . When they asked me to scan my social security card i walked away that is one thing i will not do is to scan my ssn to ANOY i do not know . Nor should any one else for that matter !