I just remembered it was time for a new blog . Normally I hate christams with a passion . Normally i hate new years with a passion . To many times i had been dissapointed about my lack of desired christmas presents . This sort of thing builds up . Being dissapointed year after year can be damaging . What i want now is NOT something some one can give me . You can not go to a store and buy what i want .
I am trying to be as patient as i possibly can ! i suffered a set back yesterday I lost my fucking taser !!! i hate losing stuff with a signifcant passion ! Now i have to buy a new one . It will be my second one . I learned to keep my self protection equipment in a bag . I do not want to ever lose another one . Those things are expensive ! I was browsing http://www.pantherstungun.com earlier today . They have one that is in the shape of a cane . It is made of steel and aluminum . The handle is coated with rubber so ou won't get shocked if you push the stun button . It also has a flash light .
The good news is my next check will be bigger . I will get a pay increase starting January 1st . I suffered a setback on this site , i hate how immature people can be ! we are all adults ! lets all act like it ! or at least pretend t act like it !!!!! I saw the movie blind furry with rutger haure . He played a vietnam vet who lost his sightyet he was still able to use his cane sword like a samuari . I always wanted one but in my state it is illegal ! boo !!! i went to two different parties . One was on friday the other one was yesterday .
Normally i love parties but yesterday it wasn't a good one . I barely spoke to any one because most of the people i did not know . It is hard to mingle with people you can't relate to . One thing i love about this time of year is the eggnog ! I love that stuff i can finish a whole carton in a few minutes . My house is going to be filled for christmas this year . Believe me i do not do well in full houses . If i was on the real world i would only last a week ! lol
Right now my house is empty but come the 21st it will be full ! Saturday is christmas eve and new years eve . I have plans for both , laying low and doing nothing comes to mind ! lol well i might go to a neighbor's house on new years lol . On the 30th we will be having a post christmas party . If yo have a POST anything party that means you are hardcore !!! in case you are wondering no news on my state pi license application . I will probably find out in spetember or october .
I am trying to be as patient as i possibly can ! i suffered a set back yesterday I lost my fucking taser !!! i hate losing stuff with a signifcant passion ! Now i have to buy a new one . It will be my second one . I learned to keep my self protection equipment in a bag . I do not want to ever lose another one . Those things are expensive ! I was browsing http://www.pantherstungun.com earlier today . They have one that is in the shape of a cane . It is made of steel and aluminum . The handle is coated with rubber so ou won't get shocked if you push the stun button . It also has a flash light .
The good news is my next check will be bigger . I will get a pay increase starting January 1st . I suffered a setback on this site , i hate how immature people can be ! we are all adults ! lets all act like it ! or at least pretend t act like it !!!!! I saw the movie blind furry with rutger haure . He played a vietnam vet who lost his sightyet he was still able to use his cane sword like a samuari . I always wanted one but in my state it is illegal ! boo !!! i went to two different parties . One was on friday the other one was yesterday .
Normally i love parties but yesterday it wasn't a good one . I barely spoke to any one because most of the people i did not know . It is hard to mingle with people you can't relate to . One thing i love about this time of year is the eggnog ! I love that stuff i can finish a whole carton in a few minutes . My house is going to be filled for christmas this year . Believe me i do not do well in full houses . If i was on the real world i would only last a week ! lol
Right now my house is empty but come the 21st it will be full ! Saturday is christmas eve and new years eve . I have plans for both , laying low and doing nothing comes to mind ! lol well i might go to a neighbor's house on new years lol . On the 30th we will be having a post christmas party . If yo have a POST anything party that means you are hardcore !!! in case you are wondering no news on my state pi license application . I will probably find out in spetember or october .