the website of the book i got published is going to be retired . it has not been performing the way i wanted it too . I plan on getting my other books i have on a cd published but after that i am going to have to give up on it . I have not been selling enough to earn a proper income .I am very dissapointed but it is what it is . Can't believe it is the 24 of june . I llok back on all the years i has to go back in school some time in august and i have to say i have no idea how i possibly managed to have done that !!!!! i hated school so much and it hated me very much .
There are too many people in my house in my house right now it became a fucking hostile . The trash keeps piling up more and more . I seem to be the on;y fucking person who gives a shit !!! I have to take out the trash every fucking day . The trash comes on friday morning it is only sunday and the can is already fucking full !!! I got my cover letter and my resume printed now i just have to mail it to an insurance company . I watched this show a long time ago caught in the act and there were poeplewho got caught on camera commiting insurance fraud . That is what inspired me to do it . I have been criticized again and again about having certain people on my friends list from this site .
FUCK THEM!!!!! i will have who ever i want on my facebook page . I put it on private for several reasons !!!!! they say that people have had difficulty finding jobs or getting in trouble by putting shit up on posters . Well if more people had theirs private it would not happen . I read a book inside the book it said " there are to ways to go through life , the kitten being carried by its mother , and the monkey who swings from tree to tree . neither one of them is right or wrong . " Personally i would be the cat as lazy as it sounds i think that would be best for me . But to an extent i am also the monkey who swings from branch to branch when i am not being taken on where i want to go .
I am so bored and sick of having all these people in my house i am loosing my fucking mind !!!! i don't know how i am able to survive !!!! I need to go , i need to get the FUCK out of here even if it is in a fucking hotel in roseville or sacramento i just need to fucking go !!!! i have been depressed lately the medicine i am taking is not full proof but i am not going to take a bigger dose . I have been thinking about buying a pocket bike but they are illegal to ride on the streets and side walk in this shit state . Last friday we had a goodbye party . Some one very close to me is moving to north carolina . It was a great party but i am really sad this person is leaving !
There are too many people in my house in my house right now it became a fucking hostile . The trash keeps piling up more and more . I seem to be the on;y fucking person who gives a shit !!! I have to take out the trash every fucking day . The trash comes on friday morning it is only sunday and the can is already fucking full !!! I got my cover letter and my resume printed now i just have to mail it to an insurance company . I watched this show a long time ago caught in the act and there were poeplewho got caught on camera commiting insurance fraud . That is what inspired me to do it . I have been criticized again and again about having certain people on my friends list from this site .
FUCK THEM!!!!! i will have who ever i want on my facebook page . I put it on private for several reasons !!!!! they say that people have had difficulty finding jobs or getting in trouble by putting shit up on posters . Well if more people had theirs private it would not happen . I read a book inside the book it said " there are to ways to go through life , the kitten being carried by its mother , and the monkey who swings from tree to tree . neither one of them is right or wrong . " Personally i would be the cat as lazy as it sounds i think that would be best for me . But to an extent i am also the monkey who swings from branch to branch when i am not being taken on where i want to go .
I am so bored and sick of having all these people in my house i am loosing my fucking mind !!!! i don't know how i am able to survive !!!! I need to go , i need to get the FUCK out of here even if it is in a fucking hotel in roseville or sacramento i just need to fucking go !!!! i have been depressed lately the medicine i am taking is not full proof but i am not going to take a bigger dose . I have been thinking about buying a pocket bike but they are illegal to ride on the streets and side walk in this shit state . Last friday we had a goodbye party . Some one very close to me is moving to north carolina . It was a great party but i am really sad this person is leaving !