star_suicide

i was hoping that the week would get better , it hasn't . It has only been ten days into 2011 and i am already getting my fucking ass kicked ! times like these were one can only be great full for what they have and to take things one day at a time . I have been asked more times then i can count where do i see myself in ten years . I don't think like that i just take things one day at a time . First of all my left hand got cut pretty badly . I needed stitches but when i got to the hospital it was too late . I got two bad checks in the mail . not one but two i was and still am furious about it . i called the police and i wanted to file a police report . But because i was not out on any money the police did not really do anything . I hope who ever sent the checks get arrested and sent to a prison cell where they fucking belong ! On a plus size i finally ordered the certified insurance claims investigator kit. Hopefully that will come in the mail soon and i will be able to pass the test and start working for an insurance company . I am keeping my fingers crossed . http://www.conyaandscott.com . Come friday i will finally be able to leave fucking sacramento and i will be going away to san louis abispo and then over to santa barbra . I still remember the soap opera santa barbra . I have never been before and i am really looking forward to it . My book is past it's comepeletion date but my publisher told me to take as longs as i need to finish the book . There is no really telling how long that will take . The latest movie i have seen is the black swan . It was a significant mistake.I heard it was supposed to be good and scary , it was not either , I did not really have a problem with the whole " ballet " bit but what i did have was the face that all of the actresses were anorexic . I have seen lots of professional ballet dancers they probably ARE anorexic or bulliemic . i am sure some of my sg friends have done ballet if so how was it ?