http://www.conyaandscott.com . Well it is time for my bi-weekly update . For those of you who don't know , i am a member in the freemasons . Last Monday we had a meeting . The meeting for november i missed and i felt a little dirty . Some of the brothers say , the meetings are " boring " well i say tough shit . I took an oath we all did . What went on ? well that i can not say . 
it has been shitty the past week . It has been raining of and on for about two weeks now . I am getting kind of sick of it . I spent a few hours of the night cooking for our annual christmas party . Our christmas parties are notorious and famous . We have had parties to make the playboy mansions to shame . I kid you not ! this year , i am a little nervous . I hope this year people behave themselves . Last year we had to have it early because i had to go to monaco last year . For two and a half weeks i was so bored i wanted to fucking die ! I don't know if any of you ever been to monaco but i should tell your right now not to go . It is the most boringest place ever . The good news is last year i went to london for a few days after monaco . Tomorrow i have to be at a friends house by 7 pm we are going to start filming a movie . It is going to be fun . It has been a long time since i had acted . Right now i have to take what i can get . My book the lost city three fairy odd siblings was supposed to be done but i am no where near finished right now . It is strange all of this writing . Part of me wants to be taken away and to live in the world that i created . Even though Tanya's world is dark lonely and full of despair . I seem to be dreaming more and more frequently . Each dream becomes more and more realistic . It is weird dreaming about a women waking up and calling your fiance the name of the women you dreamt about . My fiance has the same problem as i do. I used to keep a dream diary but my handwriting is bad . I have disgraphia .
it has been shitty the past week . It has been raining of and on for about two weeks now . I am getting kind of sick of it . I spent a few hours of the night cooking for our annual christmas party . Our christmas parties are notorious and famous . We have had parties to make the playboy mansions to shame . I kid you not ! this year , i am a little nervous . I hope this year people behave themselves . Last year we had to have it early because i had to go to monaco last year . For two and a half weeks i was so bored i wanted to fucking die ! I don't know if any of you ever been to monaco but i should tell your right now not to go . It is the most boringest place ever . The good news is last year i went to london for a few days after monaco . Tomorrow i have to be at a friends house by 7 pm we are going to start filming a movie . It is going to be fun . It has been a long time since i had acted . Right now i have to take what i can get . My book the lost city three fairy odd siblings was supposed to be done but i am no where near finished right now . It is strange all of this writing . Part of me wants to be taken away and to live in the world that i created . Even though Tanya's world is dark lonely and full of despair . I seem to be dreaming more and more frequently . Each dream becomes more and more realistic . It is weird dreaming about a women waking up and calling your fiance the name of the women you dreamt about . My fiance has the same problem as i do. I used to keep a dream diary but my handwriting is bad . I have disgraphia .