star_suicide

http://www.conyaandscott.com . well this past week has been weird . Some one once told me that my life can change in an instant from one day to the next . well they are right . First of all , every once in a while a soft porn movie would play on encore . I watched several of them , then one day i was screwing around the internet and i found http://www.sexyjobs.com . I was a bit surprised . I figured i have an open relationship with my fiance , sex with other people every once in a while , sure no problem . So i showed her the site and figured i might as well give it a go , So then I clicked on a few job openings . I found one site http://shop.shotathome.com and I scrolled down to submit a video . Then i made a resume just for fun . figured it was a one time thing and then i would not hear from it again . Well i read on submit a video . It was wierd, watching all those movies it was like , okay i don't look like the men on soft core or hard core porn movies but i should research it and see what i find . well i did totally legit . The problem is , if there was no catch i knew it was fake . The owners don't say how much they pay for videos . So then i googled start a porn site i ended up buying a site http://www.worldamateur.com and got 10,000 visitors and a free adult store with it . On top of that I got several e-mails about me being on websites as a sole adult entertainer . I felt like i was in the twilight zone . I did not think for a second any of this was real but it is it all is . That is why i always take one day at a time because you never know what might happen tomorrow . Soon Thanksgiving is going to be upon us . I fucking hate turkey ! but i am going to have to eat it . The weather has been cold , but it warmed up these past few days .