star_suicide

http://www.conyaandscott.com . seriously guys click the links ! http://twitter.com/starsix1 . well today is my birthday . I don't feel any different . I have some mixed feelings about this . I am happy and depressed at the same time . I am happy that i am still breathing i can still do stuff still get things accomplished , but i am depressed because i do not want to get older ! "I got a new video camera so i can film my own hardcore dirty porn videos .l lol ! last friday i went to a show . a band was playing near a coffee house . It was not star bucks . believe it or not there are more coffee houses than just star bucks . I ordered one of the WORST coffee's ever ! i almost vomited after i drank it ! the barista asked how was the coffee . I told him he was talented in making coffee but the coffee tasted like shit ! i then asked him which coffee's could be made with ice . My friends friend band was playing outside . It was a free concert , believe it or not the musicians that played actually had talent . A lot of street musicians actually have talent . All over the place there was a bunch of people in their late teens and early 20's . I don't smoke but there was like a cloud of nicotine smoke around the building . I thought about giving up piercing but i decided to change my mind . I ordered a medical waste bucket so now i am good to go . I read in the piercing bible not to use rubbing alcohol . Well i have used alcohol for a while now and nothing happened . I want to get my other nipple and my tongue pierced . Both of those body parts i got pierced before . I am nervous about getting my tongue re-pierced . last time i ate one meal had difficulty and i gave up . but when i get it re-pierced i will not give up on it so easily i will want to actually stick with it . My friend seth who i went to the show with is filming a movie and i will be in it and write a part in it .