star_suicide

this time i did not have anything to drink . The seasons are changing , i always get a strange feeling when the seasons change . Tomorrow i have something to do so today i did my writing . My third sequel to http://www.conyaandscott.com is going very well . It is like i am having a double life , sometimes i am me other times i am Tanya , Even though Tanya is a women i have been reminded of the strong similarity between me and her . Although it is not like other stories about werewolves and vampires . It is unique . I have one more follower on http://twitter.com/starsix1 so now i have a total of 5 still low . Hopefully one day i would be able to get ten . Double digits sound good. I have been reading the piercing bible by elayne angel. She wrote that piercing is not a " do it yourself hobby " but i am sure a lot of people who read that book buy a piercing kit online and practice on themselves and other people . I got my kit from http://www.spaulding-rogers.com . It came with a book , an instructional video and all the necessary supplies . Truth is i can walk around sacramento ask every single shop for an apprenticeship and 99 percent of them will say no. the 1 percent that says yes will ask for 5,000 $ treat me like a slave take advantage of me and not pay me anything . FUCK THAT !!!!!!! If i need to i'll get a piercing dvd set from an online shop and learn that way . But you never know , I keep telling myself that i just have to take one day at a time . I try not to get too concerned about what will happen tomorrow or next week . Because you never know what will happen .