star_suicide

what can i say after all of this time ? been here since 2005 . so long that it is a part of my life now . since then my friend list has grown and grown . had to take a few people off had way to many . other times , well lets just say you can't get along with every one . since then girls have cam and left , a lot of them were after i joined and they left . not sure why , unfortunatly two girls left more then this site . Benni and jimmi are no longer with us they passed away . not sure how long i will be here for . i was once a part of mtv's fight for your rights board for 8 years . i joined the first day it opened . i left because i was away for a while and when i came back i just was not interested any more . i joined a few groups but i don't often visit . i think after all the time on mtv's fight for your rights board i got sick of the whole thing . a lot has happened in my life on my time here . the biggiest was during the past few years . found out the truth about my parents realized i had twin sisters got engaged and had a book published . www.conyaandscott.com . i just fucking wish i would get some royalties soon . it is in the contract to have quarter royalty payments so my hands are tied . today was a horrific day . i had to go to the dentist . and as if that is not horrific enough for the next two weeks till the twentieth i will have to drink my meals .hoepfully i will lose some weight . the piercing course i want to take will be either in july or in spetember . knowing my luck it will be in spetember . i plan to start the third book soon . they might or might not make the first one into a movie trailor . if they do i know who will play scott . ME ! if you don't know who scott is click on the link ! but i feel wierd , me and my fiance have an open relationship . kissing other people is okay but i don't know who will play tanya . i will probably have to kiss the actress which will be a little weird . got my certified missing persons certificate . that test was a joke ! i answered most of the questions before i read any of the material .