star_suicide

well i had some lab work done . the wierd thing is when they give you the shot they try to talk to you . only when they give me the shot i can not talk at all ! i hopw the results will come back better then the last ones . I would want to get my tattoo on my leg fixed . Some of the stars did not come out right and i will need to get them re-done . I have been putting it off and putting it off . but now i have to put it off even more because i had to renew my pi corperation license today . The good news is i got it done the bad news is they had an offer to give you a sale to renew it . you renew it three month before the expiration date and you would only have to pay half price . unfortunatly i applied to the york right and i was not accepted . i am pagan and most of them are christian . i was a little dissapointed but i am still a master mason . sunday i got to have a change of scenary .. I got to go over to lake tahoe . Highway 50 was like a roller coaster . It had many turns and it went uphill . Luckily i was not the one who was driving. I would not have gone that far had it been me driving . we get part way there and the car almost runs out of gas. when we get to the station it costed 60 dollars to fill . when we get to the cabin and we unpack we decide to go sledding . I have not gone sledding in a long time . after all this time i kind of lost the courage . I am not as brave as i used to be . i would go up a hill and i would be very afraid to go down . luckily all the coors i drank helped me . My book http://www.conyaandscott.com is going to be on a book show in Washington DC in april or may . I am really looking forward to it . the thing i need to get off me chest is this . a few years ago i found out i had sisters and the truth about my parents . but the thing is i never cared to look or to try and find out what had happened .