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Yesterday was the memorial for David Wellhouse RIP . His family has been close to mine for nearly half my life . I would have lo go to the funeral but i missed it . First i was told that the funeral would start at on an to be at their house by noon. I woke up early i shaved got dressed up and i...
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BLog time !!!!!!! and boy oh boy the events from the past few weeks have been epic ! there has been a shitload of fucking drama like you wouldn't believe !!!! First of all there has been a tragedy . Last thursday a friend of the family's texted me and he told me his dad had passed away from renal failure and a SIT load...
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another blog time , and once again i feel unprepared . It is like i am a secret agent and i am about to e de-briefed . I always have something to write i believe that every one does . At one point i gave up on my writing . BUt all of the sudden i had a new idea . It came from a...
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Feb 12 2012 time is passing by . As the days og by i realize more and more that 2011 is gone and 2012 is just beginning . found out something important this past week . I can not say if i am dissapointed , nor can i say i am not dissapointed . After all said and done i have grown numb . Waiting...
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This week i look around at everything and i realise how lucky i am . I was off track the last couple of weeks . I have been offtrack ever since the start of 2012 . It does happen to me from time to time . Forgot what was important lost my grove a little bit .Well within the past few days i got my...
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Ok the last blog had to go ! i used to write a blog every week but i thought i did not have enough to say so i moved it to every two weeks . Now it is the middle of january . So far 2012 has started a much better , than 2011. Unfortunatly i feel like i lost a friend lol . COME...
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Ok feel a bit weird . must have fallen asleep for the past two hours , it is not like me to take naps in the late afternoon . I hope ever one had a wonderful christmas and a wonderful new years . For me it was okay . As some of you know i am not a fan of the holiday season . Normally...
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I just remembered it was time for a new blog . Normally I hate christams with a passion . Normally i hate new years with a passion . To many times i had been dissapointed about my lack of desired christmas presents . This sort of thing builds up . Being dissapointed year after year can be damaging . What i want now is NOT...
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OK it is blog time . This sucks !!!!! i just fucking broke my dnr bracelet !!! I spet 15 bucks on it it got caught on the table cloth . I pulled it off and i ripped out the fucking clasp !!!! So now i have it attached to my necklace . I am going to go out for pizza later tonight . The...
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there are kids in my fucking house ! what the fuck are kids doing in my house ? I am NOT father material !!! there is an age limit no one underthe age of 14 is allowed to be in this house !!! this house is not built nor designed for children ! so please do us all a favor and leave your offspring at...
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now it is really late ! it s 2L48 in the morning . A long time ago i used to work nights subconsciously i am nocternal.
being bit b a vampire hooker at a party helps to . lol ( i wsh !) i just finished watching sme episodes of black butler on netflix . no matter how old you are your never to old...
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Ok it is late . I did not know weather or not i was even going to do an update . I just came back from a well needed trip !!!!I so fucking needed to get away i so fucking needed a distraction ! I went down to the bay area . First I went down to paolo alto . I was visiting a friends...
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