star_suicide

I was hoping for some good news but i can't say i have any good news . It turns out mr fuckface gate keeper
decided to take two weeks off with out giving me another number for me to reach him ! I decided on something , that come october i will mail my washington state private investigators license ! I know i will have...
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Ok I can't update right now my head is just throbing . I am in so much emotional pain right now i just want to fucking disappear ! The back round check for my private detective license is driving me fucking crazy ! I just want it to be over ! i mean REALLY It has been since fucking february and NOW they are calling...
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Okay let me try this again ! i don't know how but for what ever reason the last blog i wrote just got deleted ! i hate repeating myself ! So i want to say first i feel a little better . The original blog started on a very bad note . I am stressed out right now but i am sure i will do...
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just deleted a long post ! oh well guess you guys have to wait to see what will happen !

time for a new blog ! well i called it off . My engagement is now over . I realized that it was an engagement of convenience and not for love . but don't get me wrong , i still want to be with my ex fiance now my significant other . She is not happy with me at the moment but i am positive...
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OK this really sick! I was typing! You blog and for whatever reason my vizio went bad to the main menu! How was your fourth of July? I hope you had a better fourth of July than I did. On a scale of 1to10 I would have to give my fourth of July a big fat 0! Seriously it was very disappointing! I am starting...
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OK my mum stake. I was supposed to write an entry last week but due to the events that happened late last week I was swamped! Thursday before last I was driving home I wanted to stop and talk to my neighbors but I was very nervous. I closed eyes and I took a few deep breath. I tried to can toelf s
Down. However...
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June 2nd 2012status uncertain. Recent events- areas followed. Today is a party. If you asked me a few months ago I would have told you that it was a party that I would have looked forward too. A party were I would have been welcomed to have attended and my company would have been highly appreciated at. But through no fault of my own my...
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I guess it is time for a new blog. Right now I have the house to myself. To some it would be a good time to have a wild party. But I am actually looking forward to some peace and quiet. My sister is coming back from our birth state of ny and she is going to be be going her children. Is there chance...
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Happy belated cinqo de mayo. Even though I don't know any significance beyond the date aside from the holiday. Last night I went to a Mexican restaurant. It was a unique place, in a sense because it was not a chain restraint. Normally I only eat at chain restaurants or at malls. I mean, why let all the teenagers have all the fun right? Let...
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I sit inside as I write this blog. I am afraid to go outside. When the weather is this hot a man like me should avoid the outdoors. I hate hot days I really do. I am thinking I need to move were the weather does not get in the third digits. Or not this early maybe today is just an exception. Maybe tomorrow it...
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Oat i had to fill my car. I had such a headache that it was hard for mekay today is day that i would really want to forget. I had a really bad day today. First off i lost a part of my earing. I zpent almozt twenty minutes looking for it nd i did not find it . On top of to drive.it is...
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