Eating breakfast - I'm going to miss my bus. Oh crap I'm going to have to wake up earlier if I want to leave earlier. I really enjoy taking my sweet ass time in the morning. I think in fact (unless I've been drinking coffee) I take my time for everything. How do you achieve things in a faster pace?? How?
So tonight - having a pregnant friend and my sister over for dinner. We don't have dining table. So I'm going to work around this. Part of me just wants to order take out - and not cook. I hate cooking for people. I hate doing it for myself.
I've started a Detox. It's pretty aweseome. 4 days into it. Can't eat anything but veges, chicken, fish and soya product or brown rice. Not gluten, no wheat, no sugar, no fruit (except banana's) and no anything else that I used to think was yummy and awesome.
I've been a sugar addict my whole life. I remember a conversation I had with an english back packer once - he was getting very angry about sugar being in everything - asking me what I thought would be the main ingrediant in mayonaise - I had no idea anyway what is supposed to main ingrediant but he went into a bit of a rant about sugar put into everything to flavour even mayonaise. Now I understand his rant. So I'm detoxing to break the habbit.
It's working. I'm doing okay with the control against the cravings. And I have so much freaking energy it's unbelievable. And I don't think I've lost weight but I'm not bloated anymore. So that makes a big difference. So I recommend the book - Dr Joshi's Holistic Detox for anyone interested.
I'm very excited this weekend - I'm going out into the world. Oh I've been a home body of late. But Saturday - going to a gallery opening and then mouthguard and might do dinner somewhere there as well.
Work is okay - not minding it so much. You know what I hate about office jobs - schmoozing. I don't schmooz. I suck at it. If I don't like someone I don't talk to them, I'm not rude about it but i happen to find dreary fake conversation rude. I can't believe these people live for these jobs. I just feel like I'm working for nothing - like there isn't a result to my job that makes me feel better. I just contribute to statistics the prove the current government is awesome or sucks. And who really cares about that? Can't wait to get back to the private sector! Can't wait!!!
peace.
So tonight - having a pregnant friend and my sister over for dinner. We don't have dining table. So I'm going to work around this. Part of me just wants to order take out - and not cook. I hate cooking for people. I hate doing it for myself.
I've started a Detox. It's pretty aweseome. 4 days into it. Can't eat anything but veges, chicken, fish and soya product or brown rice. Not gluten, no wheat, no sugar, no fruit (except banana's) and no anything else that I used to think was yummy and awesome.
I've been a sugar addict my whole life. I remember a conversation I had with an english back packer once - he was getting very angry about sugar being in everything - asking me what I thought would be the main ingrediant in mayonaise - I had no idea anyway what is supposed to main ingrediant but he went into a bit of a rant about sugar put into everything to flavour even mayonaise. Now I understand his rant. So I'm detoxing to break the habbit.
It's working. I'm doing okay with the control against the cravings. And I have so much freaking energy it's unbelievable. And I don't think I've lost weight but I'm not bloated anymore. So that makes a big difference. So I recommend the book - Dr Joshi's Holistic Detox for anyone interested.
I'm very excited this weekend - I'm going out into the world. Oh I've been a home body of late. But Saturday - going to a gallery opening and then mouthguard and might do dinner somewhere there as well.
Work is okay - not minding it so much. You know what I hate about office jobs - schmoozing. I don't schmooz. I suck at it. If I don't like someone I don't talk to them, I'm not rude about it but i happen to find dreary fake conversation rude. I can't believe these people live for these jobs. I just feel like I'm working for nothing - like there isn't a result to my job that makes me feel better. I just contribute to statistics the prove the current government is awesome or sucks. And who really cares about that? Can't wait to get back to the private sector! Can't wait!!!
peace.
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I hate it...I'm bad at it.
My problem is, once I decide someone is a wanker, I can't be anything but rude to them. It's a curse.