Ah.
I have been a very busy woman. Music has absolutely taken over every aspect of my life. After I made my first demo, I decided Iām going to do this journey the right way. I began searching for a vocal coach and after researching for days- I ended up picking the first one I met with. I was so drawn to her photo my gut just screamed at me for some reason. After reading dozens of resumes from so many people with impressive credentials, I found myself comparing them all to her.
She absolutely flipped my world upside down. Iāve been singing wrong my entire life!
Iāve been learning so much and Iām starting to find my voice. My teacher makes me feel so excited about proper technique and Iāve been inspired to take this as far as I can go.
I still have been writing new songs literally everyday and singing scales for hours. I honestly canāt remember the last time I hungered for something like this..
With that being said I wanted to keep up with my blogs, but now I may have to slow down. I have a lot of thoughts but I need some evaluation time to be honest with myself..
I just wanted to check in and share my new demo for those who want to listen. I have so much more to learn and Iām all here for it!
You force me to play the bad guy
You canāt help but gaslight
Youāre a cloud of fog in my mind
I canāt see but I still fight
What's it going to be this time
We see, but we act blind
You cross your arms and I say Iām fine
Youāre provoking me to cross that line
Done stepping around eggshells
The writing on the wall spells
You canāt change truth oh well
Read it and reap your hell
What's it going to be this time
We see, but we act blind
You cross your arms and I say Iām fine
Youāre provoking me to cross that line
I try to block out what you say
Thereās no more words on the page
Youāre a betting person; here's a wage
Iāll perform on your stage for keys to the cage
Whatās it gonna be this time
Whatās it gonna be this time
I canāt help but toss a lifeline
As if bound by ties of a bloodline
Whatās it gonna be this time
Whatās it gonna be this time
You cross your arms and I say Iām fine
Youāre provoking me to cross that line
Whatās it gonna be this time
Whatās it gonna be this time
You cross your arms and I say Iām fine
Iām about to cross that line
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