Aloha.
I guess i should mention that at the moment, i'm an out-of-work photographer, currently overthinking life and a little lost. I've done Photos for 3-4 years, portraits mostly, and recently i've decided to quit my previous occupation due to personal conflicts with my manager.
Which leaves me... Dazed. Confused. It seems the time i wanted to take for myself has become the bane of my existence, or in other words, if you spend enough time staring at the wall, all you see is how it's slowly crumbling.
My current concept is to start working for myself, how and where are questions that are constantly eluding me. Generally i keep getting stuck on the options thing, and don't know where to begin again. It seems that i simply don't know what to do with myself or what i want to do with my life. Familiar? its not the first time i've had to ask myself these questions, and i'm sure i'm not the only one that keeps asking themselves.
Am i taking it all to seriously? probably. Do i care? notta. it's my life and i'll take it as seriously as i want. To that end, i've done the career test quizzes and the aptitude tests, i've found that i'm amazingly capable at many things. do i care? notta. one of the most frequently arising and popular matches that i've seen is that i should get into Marketing, but without the desire to spend my time surrounded by people that leech my energy in a setting that's designed to make the most ignorant person pass, i don't think i want to go back to school.
It seems i have trouble focusing, am i surprised? no. i've got several online lives, and still post irregularly. it seems that i have commitment issues in every aspect of my life, and i don't quite know how to communicate my feelings. ironically, i can be amazingly articulate in regards to almost everything else.
does any of this matter at the moment? not so much. what do i do next?
stop taking it so seriously.
I guess i should mention that at the moment, i'm an out-of-work photographer, currently overthinking life and a little lost. I've done Photos for 3-4 years, portraits mostly, and recently i've decided to quit my previous occupation due to personal conflicts with my manager.
Which leaves me... Dazed. Confused. It seems the time i wanted to take for myself has become the bane of my existence, or in other words, if you spend enough time staring at the wall, all you see is how it's slowly crumbling.
My current concept is to start working for myself, how and where are questions that are constantly eluding me. Generally i keep getting stuck on the options thing, and don't know where to begin again. It seems that i simply don't know what to do with myself or what i want to do with my life. Familiar? its not the first time i've had to ask myself these questions, and i'm sure i'm not the only one that keeps asking themselves.
Am i taking it all to seriously? probably. Do i care? notta. it's my life and i'll take it as seriously as i want. To that end, i've done the career test quizzes and the aptitude tests, i've found that i'm amazingly capable at many things. do i care? notta. one of the most frequently arising and popular matches that i've seen is that i should get into Marketing, but without the desire to spend my time surrounded by people that leech my energy in a setting that's designed to make the most ignorant person pass, i don't think i want to go back to school.
It seems i have trouble focusing, am i surprised? no. i've got several online lives, and still post irregularly. it seems that i have commitment issues in every aspect of my life, and i don't quite know how to communicate my feelings. ironically, i can be amazingly articulate in regards to almost everything else.
does any of this matter at the moment? not so much. what do i do next?
stop taking it so seriously.