so a few more days and im off to cali..
i so cant FUCKING wait!!!!!
why do i let dumb stuff bug the hell out of me????? i cant stand the thought of somethings it turns my stomach upside down and in side out....is this the price of being a nice guy or am i just fucking crazy... its so hard to let somethings go....it...
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i so cant FUCKING wait!!!!!
why do i let dumb stuff bug the hell out of me????? i cant stand the thought of somethings it turns my stomach upside down and in side out....is this the price of being a nice guy or am i just fucking crazy... its so hard to let somethings go....it...
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again just another day ...so jealous of a good friend ...hehehe
wont say why cause im a dork...
but any ways not much going on been real tiered ..not much going on here in NM...hope i can go out one night this week with the folks of SGNM ...
think im going to take a nap ..and yeah that might mess my night ...but i...
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wont say why cause im a dork...
but any ways not much going on been real tiered ..not much going on here in NM...hope i can go out one night this week with the folks of SGNM ...
think im going to take a nap ..and yeah that might mess my night ...but i...
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photomares:
did you guys make it out last night?....... about 9:30 I was so sick I decided I didnt want to go out and be miserable all night...... oh well you seen one boob youve seen them all! 
winonaxxxx:
i secretly miss dating, im tied down and it sucks.....w 
another day ...ready to go on my trip...
hows every one today
hows every one today
photomares:
what did you all do in Santa Fe...did you meet up with the Santa Fe members of SGNM? 
image:
Thank you!! Ooooh, have fun!!
all i have to say is WTF?????
really wtf???
i so need to get the fuck out of here...i've been sick the last 30 some odd hours...cause i fucked up....
was totaly not my self...wont get in to it cause i feel like shit just thinking about it...feel like such an ass hole...
most people would be like oh well..shit happens but not me i...
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really wtf???
i so need to get the fuck out of here...i've been sick the last 30 some odd hours...cause i fucked up....
was totaly not my self...wont get in to it cause i feel like shit just thinking about it...feel like such an ass hole...
most people would be like oh well..shit happens but not me i...
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st_jimmy:
WTF!!!!
WTF!!!!
ikkimoo:
I'm sure all will be fine. I think I'm going to start doing yoga.
man do relationships suck...
funny thing is wish i were in one..im so fucking lonely and tired of being alone...
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crazyness i tell you carzyness....
im so drained today its not even funny...hate when you drink and stay out late ...and the next day your energy levels are just way down...
still cant wait to go back to norcal!!!!
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funny thing is wish i were in one..im so fucking lonely and tired of being alone...
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crazyness i tell you carzyness....
im so drained today its not even funny...hate when you drink and stay out late ...and the next day your energy levels are just way down...
still cant wait to go back to norcal!!!!
man does tday suck or...
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ikkimoo:
Dood you have to be one of the nicest people I know. Being alone sux, but when you find somebody they will be top notch because good things come to good people.
darlingnikky:
Yeah, being alone does suck, but you're awesome!!!! So you will find someone in no time! 
well this weekend is already almost over...went to Santa Fe last night with folks from SGNM ...had a blast ....took some pic's they should be up soon...
so ready for my trip to norcal...
well not much else to update ....talk to you al soon
so ready for my trip to norcal...
well not much else to update ....talk to you al soon
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ikkimoo:
Woo hoo. Are we in England? Because I really don't know what side of the road I need to drive on. HAHAHAHAHA.
darlingnikky:
I am never drinking again!!! 
So when do u wanna meet up next to get some drinks?? Hee hee
So when do u wanna meet up next to get some drinks?? Hee hee
well its the weekend and thank god...
not much planned this weekend ...more then likely i will meet up with some pepole from SGNM...thats about it
what are you all up to this weekend???
not much planned this weekend ...more then likely i will meet up with some pepole from SGNM...thats about it
what are you all up to this weekend???
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bettietwoguns:
okay, kelly's it'll be later.
i have an early date.
i have an early date.
photomares:
did you all meet up in Santa Fe last night?
so here i sit thinking of my life and where ive been and where i might go in life....i could take the easy way out and not that it would be all that bad but not the life i want..i could stay in the USAF for 20 but do i really want that ....
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fireluver:
Women definitely need and want that. Women need and want different things at different times of their lives. It's hard. It's easier at times. I don't have any wonderful words or advice to offer, but I can tell you that the more people you have around you who are good people, who are genuine, and who really give a damn about you, it makes life soooooo much better. I promise you that. I know you are holed up on that damn base, and that you hate your job, and it sucks not having your family and friends around you, but each and every day things will get better. Give ABQ a chance, give it all a chance. Patience my friend, patience.
I spent two and a half years without a relationship. Without someone to come home to. Without someone to make love to. Without any of that. Yes, I missed it terribly sometimes, but I also learned so much about myself and I was able to figure out what I really want out of life and out of myself. Utilize this time to really go inside and get to know yourself. There is absolutely nothing wrong with not having a relationship, and being lonely and feeling alone sometimes is totally normal. It comes with the territory.
Remember we are here. You have new friends. We care about you. Better days are ahead Jes, just let it happen.
Hugs and kisses to you my friend!!!
I spent two and a half years without a relationship. Without someone to come home to. Without someone to make love to. Without any of that. Yes, I missed it terribly sometimes, but I also learned so much about myself and I was able to figure out what I really want out of life and out of myself. Utilize this time to really go inside and get to know yourself. There is absolutely nothing wrong with not having a relationship, and being lonely and feeling alone sometimes is totally normal. It comes with the territory.
Remember we are here. You have new friends. We care about you. Better days are ahead Jes, just let it happen.
Hugs and kisses to you my friend!!!
bettietwoguns:
i have a date.
oh man this day is almost over and i cant wait for the rest of the week to fly by...shit....
i so need a vaction from life...
need to just check out ....
take a breather....
i think you get the idea...
man last night was crazy i couldnt sleep for the life of me and between phone calls and tex messages i didnt get...
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i so need a vaction from life...
need to just check out ....
take a breather....
i think you get the idea...
man last night was crazy i couldnt sleep for the life of me and between phone calls and tex messages i didnt get...
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photomares:
you going tonight buddy
photomares:
kinda near Hooters its on corner of San Mateo & Montgomery on the west side of the grocery store. 
im so beat damit...yesterday kicked my ass...not much going on to day going to lay low...
so confused last night was rough shit....cant wait for my vacation..i soooooooooo need one! well cant wiat ...what i wish i could do is dig a giant hole in the ground and just hide while the rest of the world goes by yeah thats it ...:beat24 digs hole:
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so confused last night was rough shit....cant wait for my vacation..i soooooooooo need one! well cant wiat ...what i wish i could do is dig a giant hole in the ground and just hide while the rest of the world goes by yeah thats it ...:beat24 digs hole:
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Hmm, I know how ya feel. What ya gonna do in Cali?