st_jimmy

So were a few days away from going to San Fran...
Cant wait, not much really going on with me herespending time with my lady and trying to get some studying done before we go cause when i get back i test for staff. Still cant wait for this month to be done with ...to much happened last time this year , trying to move past it but it still hurts some times. Really trying to take it one day at a time but its easier said then done. My meds seem to be work for the most part I've been on them for a month now so...i still think my head has some stuff i need to work on like worrying to much about things i have no control over...ie realtionships, deploying, money well i have some control of that. Things seem calm upstairs though.
Just wish i could get a grip on my emotions.
cant wait for school to start im really read to start.!!! in a few months i will have to find a new place though, there taring down the houses i live in so i need a new home come November.

I think i need to get rid of stuff i have a lot of clutter i really dont need a lot of it. so i might be donating most of it not really one for yard sales how can you put a price on memories? I'll just give it away and let some one else make memories out of my stuff...

well kids before i pour my heart out here i'll let you all go for now...