well funny how the name change came about....i've been listing to this one song over and over and i relate to it in some ways....
so yeah and a chapter in my life has come to a close i really dont want to get in to it here and its to heart reanching to talk about...but it had to happen so i could move on...move on to my life to make my self happy a few of you may have heard this before and some of you only know a little of what ive gone through in the last year...i want talk about it anymore then i have already cause theres no point...whats done is done and i cant change what has happend or go back in time ...i can only grow from it and learn and change so in that is why the name change.
this is part of my growth as a person and as a man...
im learning i have to bend or if i choose to stay the same i will break...its a fact if you try and bend a stick at some point it will snap.
so with the name change there may come other changes and yeah its just a screen name but theres more to it ...at least that what i think.
my change will also come in my work...i have to become more productive at work and less "bitchy" about my job. i need to suck it up and just deal with it and make the best of it cause it could be a lot worse i could be in IRAQ right now getting shot at instead im here in the states jocking a desk...so i really need to shut the fuck up and just do my job.
i have so much to think about in the last few days...and theres so much more i have to do to make my self a better person...cause im still not the person i want to be ...cause deep down i havent found who i really am...im just a guy who wishes the best for all and will do anything for a friend...and who has a heart that just keeps giving even when it hurts like a MOTHER FUCKER...
but enough of this inner examanation..time to just be
so yeah and a chapter in my life has come to a close i really dont want to get in to it here and its to heart reanching to talk about...but it had to happen so i could move on...move on to my life to make my self happy a few of you may have heard this before and some of you only know a little of what ive gone through in the last year...i want talk about it anymore then i have already cause theres no point...whats done is done and i cant change what has happend or go back in time ...i can only grow from it and learn and change so in that is why the name change.
this is part of my growth as a person and as a man...
im learning i have to bend or if i choose to stay the same i will break...its a fact if you try and bend a stick at some point it will snap.
so with the name change there may come other changes and yeah its just a screen name but theres more to it ...at least that what i think.
my change will also come in my work...i have to become more productive at work and less "bitchy" about my job. i need to suck it up and just deal with it and make the best of it cause it could be a lot worse i could be in IRAQ right now getting shot at instead im here in the states jocking a desk...so i really need to shut the fuck up and just do my job.
i have so much to think about in the last few days...and theres so much more i have to do to make my self a better person...cause im still not the person i want to be ...cause deep down i havent found who i really am...im just a guy who wishes the best for all and will do anything for a friend...and who has a heart that just keeps giving even when it hurts like a MOTHER FUCKER...
but enough of this inner examanation..time to just be