st_jimmy

well like some of you i will be alone with out someone special today..never been one for Vday cause i like to treat that special someone in my life like every day is Vday...

you dont need a special day to tell that some one that you lov them or anything like that ....

so here i find myself alone this day of "lovers"

counting down to when im in the air on my way to cali!!!!
i cant wait i need this trip so bad its not even funny...thats home for me and i cant wait to be back there.

need to get my life back in to perspective...

need to work on me..and open my self up to what ever comes along not to say that im just going to lowwer my standerds or anything just let go alittle ....i need to learn to relaxe more and to just be and not worry so fucking much.

i need to let the past be the past and learn to move on to let go of what will never be ...for my reasons and my mine alone...
im no longer going to look for some one ...although i mey put myself out there i wont be looking ...cause what i want may not even be around ...not to say there arnt any nice woman around ...but if there are there few and fare between ...
tired of getting fucked over and letting myself get hurt tiered of my head being played with...just want to find some one who wants no bullshit and knows what she wants and has her shit togeather as much as anyone can ....some one who loves sunday mornings....

well before i get more depressed i better go ...take care all

see you all in 2 weeks
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some old pics

this is my fav pic look at the moon


if i could have any one this v-day i would lov to have me a pussy cat