so here i sit thinking of my life and where ive been and where i might go in life....i could take the easy way out and not that it would be all that bad but not the life i want..i could stay in the USAF for 20 but do i really want that ....
or i could get off my ass and do something with my self ...nothing ever just comes to you , you have to work for it..im no stranger to work ive been working for so long..
i need to get out of this slump that im in..starting to go backwards at times think of all kinds of what ifs what i could have done diffrent what might have been...none of this dose anything for me just makes me sad and takes me back to May04....or to just a few weeks ago...
im so happy for my ex wife shes done so much for her self and i wish i could really tell her how excited i am for her and her girlfriend...shes come along way from the girl i knew back in highschool... i hope she see's all the progress she has made...
im also happy that my ex girlfriend..that shes taking the steps to make her life better...im also happy that shes willing to take the steps to make her self better...
im also happy that so many good things are happaning to the people around me...
wish i could see all the good in my life ...
im still trying to give my new house and this city a chance its hard but im trying im going out more nad its not so bad being by myself...
i still miss the feeling you get when you come home to some one i also miss that warm feeling you get when you have some one fall asleep in your arms ...oh how i miss that ...the feeling you get when you make that connection with some one ...to make love to some one to just be with some one...
listin to me im such a hopeless romantic...
do woman still want that??? do they still need that ??? is there really some one for every one???
well im off see you all when i see you
or i could get off my ass and do something with my self ...nothing ever just comes to you , you have to work for it..im no stranger to work ive been working for so long..
i need to get out of this slump that im in..starting to go backwards at times think of all kinds of what ifs what i could have done diffrent what might have been...none of this dose anything for me just makes me sad and takes me back to May04....or to just a few weeks ago...
im so happy for my ex wife shes done so much for her self and i wish i could really tell her how excited i am for her and her girlfriend...shes come along way from the girl i knew back in highschool... i hope she see's all the progress she has made...
im also happy that my ex girlfriend..that shes taking the steps to make her life better...im also happy that shes willing to take the steps to make her self better...
im also happy that so many good things are happaning to the people around me...
wish i could see all the good in my life ...
im still trying to give my new house and this city a chance its hard but im trying im going out more nad its not so bad being by myself...
i still miss the feeling you get when you come home to some one i also miss that warm feeling you get when you have some one fall asleep in your arms ...oh how i miss that ...the feeling you get when you make that connection with some one ...to make love to some one to just be with some one...
listin to me im such a hopeless romantic...
do woman still want that??? do they still need that ??? is there really some one for every one???
well im off see you all when i see you
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I spent two and a half years without a relationship. Without someone to come home to. Without someone to make love to. Without any of that. Yes, I missed it terribly sometimes, but I also learned so much about myself and I was able to figure out what I really want out of life and out of myself. Utilize this time to really go inside and get to know yourself. There is absolutely nothing wrong with not having a relationship, and being lonely and feeling alone sometimes is totally normal. It comes with the territory.
Remember we are here. You have new friends. We care about you. Better days are ahead Jes, just let it happen.
Hugs and kisses to you my friend!!!