st_jimmy

okay so i have a new profile pic up and i hate it ...

man i havent felt good all day my tummy hurts and i have had a headach for like ever ....

i havent felt to hot in the last few days ...

still not much new in my world ....feeling abit alone at times but it comes and goes...

funny i used to make fun of my ex wife and give her a hard time about always being on SG...and here i am im all over it ...forever checking my journal and looking around...trying to find some one to talk too ...
but i seem to just find my self just here ..not sure if that makes sence...

i feel like a sad version of my old self...god i long for the days of who i once was...i find that i let the pain out waigh everything that is me...i rarely feel like im in my elemnet..always feeling out of place...not really in the momnet or in the know or mix not to say that those are important things i just feel out of it in a way i havent felt in a long time ...

belive me im not looking for pitty all though it may seem like that..im not.

im ready to take back my life to explore new things to let go..to not question what may happen cause you know what how will i ever know if i dont put my self out there..

so how are all of you hope you had a safe weekend and i hope your week goes the way you want it ...