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well this weekend wasnt to bad.
went to the beach, had a blast took some pics...they should be up in afew days.

it felt so good to be there, wish i had, had someone there to share it with...but it was nice to be alone. smile

so in the very near future i will be doing lots of traveling smile
it pays to work for the man...
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sidney:
ooo aaa
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this is were i'm at or you could say this is how i feel....
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Looking back upon my life
And the places that I've been
Pictures, faces, girls I've loved
I try to remember when
Faded memories on the wall
Some names I have forgotten
But each one is a memory
I look back on so often

I look into the past
I wanted...
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quasi_sean:
thank you for your kind words. smile
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Well another week gone.!
And a little over a month and no booze or smokes and it feels good no it feels great.

But today was pretty bad, i had gotten real down and a lot of stuff hit me and i almost lost.

I was so close to drowning my sadness in a bottle but thanks to some really good friends some far some...
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sidney:
no thank yous are need. youre a good friend and where more then happy to be here for you....anytime. Have fun at the beach!!! biggrin
ps hope you find "the gift in your hands"

[Edited on Jun 12, 2004 10:11PM]
mysticeyes:
Hey thats what friends are for. I told you before anytime you need me, I am there for you. I know a lot of what you are going through and it is never an easy thing to go through.
No matter what you need, I am here and I know your other friends feel the same.
*kisses* *hugs*

smile tongue kiss
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it looks like i'm not going to make it to the show frown
but hey i still got the blink show i've had the tickets for ever and i cant wait tongue
hope i get to meet the band
i'm such a dork...................................


well hope i can go see the adicts this thursday
and in a few weeks i get to see blink i cant wait




well...
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sidney:
HEy J that movie was crazy!!! I have no idea where it went ??? but the end was like eeek ????
Have a great day at work and if you feel up to hanging out just let us know. ooo aaa

[Edited on Jun 06, 2004 11:55PM]
sidney:
it's way too big..... I'll have to take another smile
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well it's FRIDAY smile !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm soooooooooooooo happy
besides the bad stuff i'm going through, the last two days have been good. I get to reenlist..almost wasnt able to.
i've meet some really cool people.smile
All in all this was a good day(with only less then 4hours of sleepsmile ), what a way to start the weekend.Saturday I'm going to go out and have some fun........
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fenris23:
Glad you are having a good time.
sidney:
hope you have a good weekend!!!!
So how was Harry Potter???
ooo aaa
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yes it is a new week and man i'm going carzy.someone in my life is just driving me crazy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!but i love that person like crazy...and thats whats makeing things so hard.even though it's over.
i'm trying so hard to just move on but man is it hard.
baby steps thats what it feels like. But this weekend will be a big one for me
going...
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mysticeyes:
Thanks for everything! Your awesome. Keep your head up and I promise it will all get better! smile ooo aaa
sidney:
hey I think there is something wrong with the chat I keep writing you but I don't think that your getting it......
I'm sad that she's going already. I would have to say she is the best friend I have and I'm not ready for her to go yet but, I'm sure you you know the feeling way more then I do. Thank you so much for the testimonial, I even showed Oscar and I'll tell the boy about it when he wakes up.... Have a good night!!!!
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long night wanted to thank again those i talked to last night in the chat it helped
some smile
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so yeah feelling alittle EMO
tonight god i hate that word EMO
what the hell does it mean anyways?!!!??

i think for awhile my journal's will have a real down side to them.

i know i should just get over it. i know
but i cant...
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mysticeyes:
OH, and since it would proably fit your mood, Check out Dashboard Confessionals, They ahve some good songs that will probably fit your mood. IT is depressing music, sort of, but for some reason it still made me feel better.
fenris23:
I second the Dashboard Confessional recomendation.
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well saw A DAY AFTER TOMORROW.
ALL I can say is kick A**!!!!
It really makes you think?eeek

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Well this has been a crazy week,almost two weeks.Went to prom and all that jazz.Came back and tuesday found that my marrage was over.Seems that my other half couldnt stay true to us. blackeyed well were trying to remain friends,but even thats hard.

She's one of your...
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sidney:
I just wanted to let you know that I opened the site to check my journal. she only tried to help me find the limbo girl list cause I haven't been able to. I should have used better judgment and I hope that's not why you guys left. Me and O were glad to hang with you guy tonight (let her know that too). hope you have a good night!!

[Edited on May 30, 2004 12:39AM]
sidney:
i just wanted to make sure every thing was ok. tongue Good night to you and A.


[Edited on May 30, 2004 12:53AM]