It feels like it's been so long sence i have updated this journal
so much going on some much to talk about
Well i have big news i am moving out of cali....!!!!!! i cant wait. i need this so much. i need to leave behind and start over.
i'm moving to NEw Mexico not really were i want to be but it gets me...
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so much going on some much to talk about
Well i have big news i am moving out of cali....!!!!!! i cant wait. i need this so much. i need to leave behind and start over.
i'm moving to NEw Mexico not really were i want to be but it gets me... Read More
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well i know i need to update this but
ive had so much going on i havent made time
been a rough week getting a lot of paperwork finished and just going through a lot of emotions
but all in all im doing ok
i have some one we'll two someones in my life
but i will update soon with a real update just need...
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ive had so much going on i havent made time
been a rough week getting a lot of paperwork finished and just going through a lot of emotions
but all in all im doing ok
i have some one we'll two someones in my life
but i will update soon with a real update just need...
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midian:
well i admit i am looking forward to this big news...and its great to hear that you have special someones in your life
sidney:
thank you
i will update more another day
so much to say but the words i could never find.
so many feelings
never any time
all i need is closure
so i can move on
to be with the one i love
to end a chapter
and start a new book
that will nevr end
to be free from pain
so i can love again
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Sitting...
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so much to say but the words i could never find.
so many feelings
never any time
all i need is closure
so i can move on
to be with the one i love
to end a chapter
and start a new book
that will nevr end
to be free from pain
so i can love again
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Sitting...
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creative_slacker:
Ahhhh, the distance is slowly driving me insane. I hate thinking about him this much, it has brought me to a new level of procrastination... staring at the ceiling thinking about situations I can't do shit about. I need to throw myself into a project just to toss my brain away from obsession.
mysticeyes:
When are you going to update this thing?
I love you so much!
uoy era ym thgink ni gninihs romra!
I love you so much!
uoy era ym thgink ni gninihs romra!
What can i say
I'm in such a wonderful place right now. At times it feels like a dream like my whole life is not real, but it is oh so very real.
She is so fucking awsome....I could have never asked for some one so awsome.
I could go on for pages about what she does for me and how she complets me on...
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I'm in such a wonderful place right now. At times it feels like a dream like my whole life is not real, but it is oh so very real.
She is so fucking awsome....I could have never asked for some one so awsome.
I could go on for pages about what she does for me and how she complets me on...
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midian:
congratulations...good to hear that things are getting better for you and have turned around
mysticeyes:
I agree baby...thank god for old school Green Day .....
But most importantly....thank god for YOU!!!!!!!!
I love you baby, I love you oh so much!!!!
But most importantly....thank god for YOU!!!!!!!!
I love you baby, I love you oh so much!!!!
What can i say but
HOT HOT HOT HOT and ummmmmmmmmmmm HOT HOT HOT HOT
I think it's only HOT there cause of my lady.
But really, this was the best weekend ever. It couldnt have been more perfect.
I cant wait to go back. even though it's so dam HOT HOT HOT HOT
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I will update more need to shower just got in...
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HOT HOT HOT HOT and ummmmmmmmmmmm HOT HOT HOT HOT
I think it's only HOT there cause of my lady.
But really, this was the best weekend ever. It couldnt have been more perfect.
I cant wait to go back. even though it's so dam HOT HOT HOT HOT
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mysticeyes:
Hot? Baby it aint hot till it hits 120!
Thats hot!
Besides once it hits 105 it all feels the same...
I promise you will get used to the heat!
I love you sooooooooooo much and cant wait to get you back here, where you belong.
Thats hot!
Besides once it hits 105 it all feels the same...
I promise you will get used to the heat!
I love you sooooooooooo much and cant wait to get you back here, where you belong.
mysticeyes:
So soon baby....it wont be long.....That much I know.
Nothing will keep us apart baby......
Nothing will keep us apart baby......
Well everything is going very well for me. I re-enlist next Tuesday and I got my mouth gard off today ( from my jaw surgery) and i have a wonderful woman. and in two days i will be going to see her and her son!!!!!
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My thought for the day
In a world were things dont always go the way you think they should...
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My thought for the day
In a world were things dont always go the way you think they should...
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creative_slacker:
oh wow, tell me how it goes! I just met up with someone online and it's working out lovely. He wants to move to New O... unfortunately, I want to leave this city... I'll just wait to see how time will trace the story.
mysticeyes:
*Seduce my mind and you can have my body
Find my soul and I'm yours forever*
*I love you. Those three words have my life in them.*
*Even though there may be times it seems I'm far away
Never wonder where I am, as I'm always in your heart*
*A part of you has grown in me,
It's you and me together forever, and never apart,
Maybe in distance, but never in heart*
Find my soul and I'm yours forever*
*I love you. Those three words have my life in them.*
*Even though there may be times it seems I'm far away
Never wonder where I am, as I'm always in your heart*
*A part of you has grown in me,
It's you and me together forever, and never apart,
Maybe in distance, but never in heart*
Well life is good
hell life is more then good it's great
I find my self counting down the days, i cant wait for my trip.
So much going on and yet so much up in the air.
i so cant wait to be where my heart is.
well i will update more later....
my thoughts as of right now
hell life is more then good it's great
I find my self counting down the days, i cant wait for my trip.
So much going on and yet so much up in the air.
i so cant wait to be where my heart is.
well i will update more later....
my thoughts as of right now
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mysticeyes:
I love you baby!
4 days left till you are here!
4 days left till you are here!
mysticeyes:
My baby....I love you so much.
You are so wonderful....
Who else would put up with my shit and still love me the same.
I love you so much baby!
2 days left!!!!!!!!!
You are so wonderful....
Who else would put up with my shit and still love me the same.
I love you so much baby!
2 days left!!!!!!!!!
out with old in with the new......
isn't that what people say????
I've thrown so much out it's not even funny.....or maybe it is not sure....funny not long ago i didnt know up from down left from right....now all i see is straight ahead, i know what and who i want.
what can i say about her??????
she is the most amazing person i have...
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isn't that what people say????
I've thrown so much out it's not even funny.....or maybe it is not sure....funny not long ago i didnt know up from down left from right....now all i see is straight ahead, i know what and who i want.
what can i say about her??????
she is the most amazing person i have...
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quasi_sean:
wow...you are quite loved...an understatement, I'm sure.
just stopped by to say hello, and yeah, we need to chat again sometime.
laters.
just stopped by to say hello, and yeah, we need to chat again sometime.
laters.
mysticeyes:
This time next week....*sigh*
I cant wait baby!
I cant wait baby!
the days seem to be flying by. i cant belive what crazyness has been going on some bad but most of which is good. i find my self moving on more and more every day. i cant wait to see how my life turns out now.?!!!!
i thank whatever higher power that controls everything for the people in my life.
i send much love and...
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i thank whatever higher power that controls everything for the people in my life.
i send much love and...
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mysticeyes:
But I love You!
mysticeyes:
Hey Cutie Pie!
I love you!
Did you get your house done yet??
I love you!
Did you get your house done yet??
what can i say this has been one crazy month.... for those of you who dont know. I've gotten cheatted on divorced and have re-up'ed. And i cant forget i have found some one, not just anyone, i cant say enough good things about her,she is the one!!!!! Fate has brought her to my door and i'm opening it right up.! who would have thought...
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mysticeyes:
I for one would like to thank his ex for leaving him as well....She is a fool and has absoultely no clue what a great guy she left behind. Personally if I ever meet the woman, I would first deck her for being such a bitch and then thank her for her loss is truly my gain!!!!!
mysticeyes:
PS: I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!
well lots going on but let me just say i'm soooo happy.for one reason.
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What can I say about last night show.....
I know it kicked so much ass!!!!!!
from start to fin.
opening band Phantom Planet was very good never heard them before but thought they were very good.
NO DOUBT
as always they put on a great show..Gwen was super sexy shaking...
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What can I say about last night show.....
I know it kicked so much ass!!!!!!
from start to fin.
opening band Phantom Planet was very good never heard them before but thought they were very good.
NO DOUBT
as always they put on a great show..Gwen was super sexy shaking...
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sidney:
I'm so happy for you and I wish you a ton of luck on your new adventure 
oh my god the blink show kicked ass
more to come
doing great will put up some pic's soon
and update my journal soon
but hope every one has a great weekend and week
Divorce is so draining, I dont suggest anyone try it it sux
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well today brings me closer to the end of a big chapter in my life.
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more to come
doing great will put up some pic's soon
and update my journal soon
but hope every one has a great weekend and week
Divorce is so draining, I dont suggest anyone try it it sux
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well today brings me closer to the end of a big chapter in my life.
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mysticeyes:
Sorry to hear it is all still so rough on you.
KNow that people love you and are thinking about you.
I wish i could be there with you to help you through all this shit. I know it isnt easy, but it will get better. Keep reading that list. It will help and add to it when you think of things.
Talk to you soon sweetie!
KNow that people love you and are thinking about you.
I wish i could be there with you to help you through all this shit. I know it isnt easy, but it will get better. Keep reading that list. It will help and add to it when you think of things.
Talk to you soon sweetie!
fenris23:
Yep it was all really fun.
perhaps a trip to SF