st_eve_bc

so knowing that one does not need to read to constiture being an intelligent being, and that two those of you who do and dont and wont read this or do, what was the point

what is the game I played today

I stretched out the mustang of my self righteousness only to be conned into a position of gossip and fair game of verbal warplay

would you like to play a game always stays monotone no matter how shrill you reply


guns, trophies, dust collects weed smoke disappears and I swear that was only my second beer, salvate for more cantonese dumplings

well h.s.t. up and killed himself and I dont feel anything because I am numb, maybe I am incredibly stupid and selfish

I dont know

I care , I care , I care , I dont


I want someone to know they are greater then snowflakes, beyond special or unique

they speak in a tongue less familiar and yet they wont speak to me without a bribe and feined hostility seems to drive them further towards the madness of settling down

brazil

nuts

shit fuck

happy birthday christ, wait no, you died, and yet the world is paved in millions upon billions upon endless seas drenching the out ward spiraling cliffs and waering tree tops sunday low riseroads brushed with memories sand

land , air, sea

I am a fish swallowed by the churning tide of chak kudosi and denim goodbyes

my eyes are sequins doubled over crying out diamonds

my pours puking the absent salt from my meal

3 corners equally divided makes for a fork in the road,

swinging from a 12 point buck

fuck shit,

shit fuck