Nothing can be gained from trying to do everything, in one day.
Thats something I can tell myself while sitting about the house.
Honestly it just it me, my generation watches more t.v. then any other.
I remember watching the space shuttle , was it columbia or challanger? Blow up during a kindergarten period. Or was it first or second grade? Or third
I remember that day that can be dialed with one hand, and is saved as "help muthafucka they coming to get me" on my phone, you know, for emergencies.
TV isnt always about trageties, no I cannot forget the laughs, tears and soar ass.
But, the fact remains that tv isnt helping get on with my life.
Complacency, complaining and that nagging feeling that I lost my nuts.
Or that I am going insane.
Scrutinizing over every abstract and inane thing.
so, I guess today, I worked out. I got outside, and I liked it like the first time I played in an actual hockey game.
You know I have never cried over missing a workout, but several professional sports teams, televised, with ghosty and scrambled vertical lines, washed out colors , and muffled sounds have brought me down. Its depressing, that is going to change.
I am counting on myself to bring change.
Sure I hate the fact that I ditch out on appointments and tend to overthink while at work.
But I would be a jerk if I didnt try.
So I might not work with kids for free, or be the best mc, or take notes and succeed in school.
I'm cool with that, I have to get this big fat rich monkey off my back, and go overseas.
Take flight, good night, it excites me to be just working.
Thats something I can tell myself while sitting about the house.
Honestly it just it me, my generation watches more t.v. then any other.
I remember watching the space shuttle , was it columbia or challanger? Blow up during a kindergarten period. Or was it first or second grade? Or third
I remember that day that can be dialed with one hand, and is saved as "help muthafucka they coming to get me" on my phone, you know, for emergencies.
TV isnt always about trageties, no I cannot forget the laughs, tears and soar ass.
But, the fact remains that tv isnt helping get on with my life.
Complacency, complaining and that nagging feeling that I lost my nuts.
Or that I am going insane.
Scrutinizing over every abstract and inane thing.
so, I guess today, I worked out. I got outside, and I liked it like the first time I played in an actual hockey game.
You know I have never cried over missing a workout, but several professional sports teams, televised, with ghosty and scrambled vertical lines, washed out colors , and muffled sounds have brought me down. Its depressing, that is going to change.
I am counting on myself to bring change.
Sure I hate the fact that I ditch out on appointments and tend to overthink while at work.
But I would be a jerk if I didnt try.
So I might not work with kids for free, or be the best mc, or take notes and succeed in school.
I'm cool with that, I have to get this big fat rich monkey off my back, and go overseas.
Take flight, good night, it excites me to be just working.