sriracha

Ive been really down lately. I'm really ready to move out of my parents house and in all honesty I really need to for my own sanity but I won't be able to afford it fir a while. Probably a year. The worst part is that everyone I'm friends with lives in the city of Chicago, about a 50 min drive from me. So just for me to see a friend I have to drive for almost an hour. Also, I've been single for 2 years as of this month and I hate it. I love being in a relationship. And I really feel like I'm a great guy and a great boyfriend. Its time for me to really look at myself and figure out what's goin on. I always end up with the same type of girl. Self esteem issues-a-plenty. Also I've never dated a girl who wasn't sexually abused as a child and this really gives me an unsettled feeling. I know that females who have certain tradgic experiences growing up tend to be attracted to a certain type of person (I.e. Girl with father issues generally date assholes). I kind of wonder if certain combinations of events through out my life have aimed me towards that type of girl. Someone cheer me up. Please.