Im tired of being shit on/dismissed/hurt by pretty much everyone in my life, why I let "friends" and ex boyfriends bring me down is beyond me. I've been on therapy for some time now, and seriously the reason why I'm so defensive and aggressive is because of what everyone else has done to me. From being sexually abused as a kid, to having boyfriends beat me, cheat on me, my own family fucking me over with money I do work hard for to earn. I'm just tired. I'm not the type of person who likes to be sad and fucking ask for sympathy, I'm not looking for it. I know there are people out there who have it worse. But still I'm just so exhausted from trying. I just want to chill and have fun, but I feel like those days are so far out of my reach. I'm in this hole, and I can't seem to dig my way out. I fucking hate everyone.
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alkalinesbff:
It always boggles my mind when a guy can cheat on or beat on a girl as Beautiful as you. I hope things look up for you soon.
bruise:
i think its good that your exhausted now. only when you feel the limit. it when you get the strength to stand up. hope yo find the way. : )