I woke up today to the greatest surprise ever. Easton came home and brought me a croissant, and that would have been good enough for me. I love bread. But he also had the brand spanking new Steve Martin book beautifully wrapped for me. I love Easton, he knows the way to my heart. I can't wait to finish reading it. But I might take my time with it, to savor the moment. Ive been waiting for a new Steve Martin book for a long time now.
Ummm. So I first got this account because I wanted to be a Suicide Girl. But in being here and seeing how difficult and how long some girls wait to be one, I thought it would be detrimental to my already low self esteem. I know that I am not disfigured or deformed in any way, I am fortunate to look...normal? but still I know this is all a contest, and frankly, I don't do well in the waiting game. But I digress, I've been pondering what if I just do it? Ive always wanted to. So why not? Yes, I am absolutely terrified of rejection, and I know it could be very good for me if I actually did it? right? I don't know. I mean if I have low self esteem...is it a good idea to put naked pictures of myself on the internet for people to criticize? I think not...so I dont know, I guess Id like some insight and opinions from SG's as to how to handle this feeling???
Oh I love my new necklace <3
Ummm. So I first got this account because I wanted to be a Suicide Girl. But in being here and seeing how difficult and how long some girls wait to be one, I thought it would be detrimental to my already low self esteem. I know that I am not disfigured or deformed in any way, I am fortunate to look...normal? but still I know this is all a contest, and frankly, I don't do well in the waiting game. But I digress, I've been pondering what if I just do it? Ive always wanted to. So why not? Yes, I am absolutely terrified of rejection, and I know it could be very good for me if I actually did it? right? I don't know. I mean if I have low self esteem...is it a good idea to put naked pictures of myself on the internet for people to criticize? I think not...so I dont know, I guess Id like some insight and opinions from SG's as to how to handle this feeling???
Oh I love my new necklace <3
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And now for my professional opinion as a professional photographer. Do it. I mean I have not seen much of you, but from what I have seen, i see no reason for you not to make it as an SG. Sure it might take time, but good things really do come to those who wait. So just stick it out. Don't quit. And march on through.
Make sure you get at least a decent photographer to work with, and be creative, wild it out and cross fingers.
if i lived any closer, I would do it myself.
Whatever you decide to do, I support you in your decision and I respect it.
I wish you all the best regardless.
Just remember, sometimes it's that little bit extra. Just push. And try. You can do it.