The 4 person friendship
We all have them and we all watch them on tv. The 4 friends that are the best friends. Seinfeld, Sex In The City, Superman. Yes Superman "Superman, Louis Lane, Lex Luther, Clark Kent". I know this might sound odd but it's true. Look around. Don't you have 3 close friends. People you can talk to about almost anything and do all your stupid shit with. I had two of these groups. Foiled by the girls and money for both. I had the guy's, we did everything. A girl in came in the picture and it broke. Once the lock was broke it was all down hill. I had the back up friendsome. It's been over 2 years since both groups were together. And I miss both of them.
I realize this is why I have felt in the dumps a little lately. When I didn't have the friend foursome I had my family. Well no I don't have my family because my sister moved to LA. Well the move didn't break up the family it was the coke and pot and alcohol addiction she had. But now it's because of move to LA. I want this even more then a relationship. I want someone pissed about what I have done or what I have said. That is what I need. Because when I do feel comfortable with the friendships I'm the most un-PC person around. I don't care what I say around you. You will hear what is on my mind and you won't like it because it was said outloud. That is what people don't get. You may say the samething to yourself many times but it really freaks you out when someone say's it to you. Little B you piece of shit. You at one point were my best friend and you couldn't handle the outspoken attitude. People don't see this attitude to often. And it's a real hidden personality that my family see's. People who know me wouldn't want this person after knowing the me that is now. But this person might be slipping out. So watch out.
We all have them and we all watch them on tv. The 4 friends that are the best friends. Seinfeld, Sex In The City, Superman. Yes Superman "Superman, Louis Lane, Lex Luther, Clark Kent". I know this might sound odd but it's true. Look around. Don't you have 3 close friends. People you can talk to about almost anything and do all your stupid shit with. I had two of these groups. Foiled by the girls and money for both. I had the guy's, we did everything. A girl in came in the picture and it broke. Once the lock was broke it was all down hill. I had the back up friendsome. It's been over 2 years since both groups were together. And I miss both of them.
I realize this is why I have felt in the dumps a little lately. When I didn't have the friend foursome I had my family. Well no I don't have my family because my sister moved to LA. Well the move didn't break up the family it was the coke and pot and alcohol addiction she had. But now it's because of move to LA. I want this even more then a relationship. I want someone pissed about what I have done or what I have said. That is what I need. Because when I do feel comfortable with the friendships I'm the most un-PC person around. I don't care what I say around you. You will hear what is on my mind and you won't like it because it was said outloud. That is what people don't get. You may say the samething to yourself many times but it really freaks you out when someone say's it to you. Little B you piece of shit. You at one point were my best friend and you couldn't handle the outspoken attitude. People don't see this attitude to often. And it's a real hidden personality that my family see's. People who know me wouldn't want this person after knowing the me that is now. But this person might be slipping out. So watch out.