hmm so my friends are coming back from seattle and looks like there is a chance for me to score a seattle and portland job but i don't think im good enough to do seattle.
it's hard not having confindence on my jobie job.

I need more friends i know that for sure. I did nothing this weekend i watched all of season 3 of south park today and yesterday i watched lord of the rings two towers and fellowship of the ring . friday i saw the return of the king. so im a little burnt on the lord of the anal rings.

thank you for the new year. i didn't really like 2003 much on the social life. kinda dull. but when you don't drink and everyone you work with is a addict of some sort you don't get invited to the party to often. but fuckem im a better person then they are any way. it's shitty being a shy guy i just need to tell people to fuck off and i would feel so much better.