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Well it's been a strange week of stuck in limbo. With things potentially about to happen. It looks like March could be an exciting month. Although I must admit I've been a stressed out monster lately. My dogs getting iller, my dads memory is getting worse and living here is actuially sending me mental. It's never good when you realise work is less stressful than being at home!

And strangely enough, a complete stranger on twitter pushed me over the edge. Now I've been insulted in many, many ways. I've had the strange messages from being called a slag bitch whore to people saying they'd love to wear my skin. But this guy insulted me over something I like (urban vinyl / custom toys) and the fact that I am white. I have no idea who this guy is or why he chose to attack me but I was just so shocked that someone chose a hobby and my skin colour to insult me, that I got really fucked off. How can you attack someone over something they like? Would I be a 'dumb bitch' if I enjoyed going to the cinema? And yes, I am also white.....so was he! I find people like this so confusing. I can't imagine looking up a random person and sending them insults for no apparent reason. I would never even consider I had the right to do that! I find it so strange that other people think they do. Of course, if I air an opinion you think is wrong, call me out on it, tell me I am wrong but how can a persons skin colour or basic hobby be wrong? As I said, insults on my tattoos, general looks, hair, sexual orientation, they just brush right off me. I pose for pictures, therefore I am going to get judged on the way I look, the same as anyone else who puts themself out there but when did skin colour and hobbies become fair game?

Anyway, rant over, sorry. People who aren't capable of open mindedness drive me insane. I guess that's why I adore the community here.

And now for a quick beg. If you guys have a quick moment to do a simple 'click' for me. Please vote five stars for me here. As I loved the first book and it would be awesome to make it into the second!

I am getting my hair did on Monday and shooting on Tuesday, I really can't wait. I love to look different and I've been the same for far too long. Hopefully they don't fuck it up like Rush did last time! I'll post pics at the beginning of the week.


And coming on the 8th of March!



Craving, the latest set from Holley and I.

Also, i found out there guys are playing in London in March, so I might have to drag myself out!