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A lot has happened since I last did one of these.. I got promoted at my awesome (not) job.. A good friend of mine took his own life... Which was incredibly sad because he was a very giving individual.. Would give all that he had to help someone and then some more if it was possible.. Noone saw it coming.. I just really hope he's in a better place now.. R.I.P. Joe.. It really has made me realize how important it is to keep the people I care about close.. And be attentive to their needs.. Because you never really can know when someone is hurting bad unless you do.. Other then that I've just sort of been in a haze lately.. Working all the damn time.. 6-8 day stretches without a day off at a job like mine can be absolutely mind-numbing.. All work and no play makes Jake a dull boy.. When I'm there sometimes I just stare off into the distance and don't see anything.. That's how I know I've been doing too much of it.. Because I'm usually a very articulate person and staring into space blankly isn't really characteristic of how I do things.. I've been doing alot of thinking too.. Thinking about life.. About what sort of friends I have.. (my circle of friends has sort of shrank recently because I don't have time to party 24/7).. About what I left behind when I moved about 6 months ago.. Alot of things really.. I think it's good to take a retrospective inventory of yourself every so often so you don't lose sight of things.. Anyhow.. I'm just rambling now.. And I'm not sure anyone will read this.. If you have taken the time to.. Please.. I sincerely wish you a nice day or night whatever time it may be.. And do take care..

Sincerely,
Jake