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Noone's probably ever going to read this so I won't put too much effort into this first one.. I just no longer want this space to be sitting blank.. Seems tacky to leave it like that.. Anyhow.. I have this recurring problem lately.. My friends keep texting me, calling me, talking to me in person.. About how fucking bad their life is.. It seems like the theme for this summer really.. Self-loathing.. Now.. I've had a few experiences in my life that could've ended it quite abruptly had they proceeded with slight variance so I'm just happy to be alive.. I think if I wasn't at a point in my life where I'm trying to develop alot of patience and understanding for the world around me I would just be handing out a whole lot of shut-the-fuck-ups.. Anyhow.. The thing that's bothersome about it is, I'll usually be like "Hey, so what led up to this happening".. And they'll rattle off a list of circumstances that are entirely of their own design.. I sort of hold with the view that if you make your own bed you should lie in it... I'm not some cranky bastard or something but it just gets old.. I'm sure some of you know how that shit goes.. Needed to get it out somewheres.. To anyone who reads this.. Do have yourself a nice day..

P.S. I will try and make my next blog a lil more happy..