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So yeah.. Hey there.. Haven't posted a blog in a bit.. Just got over like a 2 and a half week upper-respiratory infection.. Which kicks ass during the summer because it seems to amplify the heat.. But I'm past that now.. Onward and upward you know? Finally got around to shaving my head and face again so I don't look like I just wandered out...
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What's up SG land? Not a whole lot here.. Had a hell of a last couple months, but I seem to be pullin out of it and looking at the sunny side of things.. It was rough but the thing about life is.. You either love to live it or just live it.. Who can argue with that logic? Been working on my gardening alot.....
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Life ain't a track meet.. it's a marathon.

When I was young.. I'd like to think that if my mind were personified into a material creature it would've been something pleasing to the eye to behold.. Now, I believe were the same to occur.. it would be a beast.. nothing but claws and teeth.. How do we fall so far from what we once were.. and how do we find that place again...
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So yeah.. Today pretty much sucked.. Had an incrediibbblly slow day at work.. Got rained out on my bike ride home from there.. Which wasn't so bad being that it was at least warm.. Stopped at my ex's house tryin to, you know, be chivalrous coming to her door rain-soaked and all that.. Did not work out well at all let me tell you.. I...
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This is just a lil essay I wrote, something to tickle your synapses a bit...


The Virtues of Truth Vs. The Joys of Perception

When faced with some of the more daunting trials of life would you rather know all the grim facts about what you face or formulate a perceived reality of your ordeals that lets you rest easier at night? This is a...
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This is pretty much how I felt when I woke up today..

So yeah, I haven't been on here in ages because all I do is work for corporate evil and work out.. The year has changed.. The weather in this state makes me wonder why I didn't stay down south just about everyday.. and I just finished shoveling about 4 inches of water off of my sidewalk so I don't have to swim everytime I leave...
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Uhhh.. haven't written anything here in awhile.. so here's.. my latest poetic venture.. Enjoy.

If this is right.. Can I meet wrong?
I've faltered weak then clawed back strong..
This road's been cruel and harsh and long..
Through snares.. Through snarls.. carry on..
Abyss.. It laughs and sings my song..
Surrounding spite.. Still carry on..
Weary now.. No glimpse of dawn..
Back is broken.. Muscles...
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Well.. since age twelve.. I've just felt like I'm somebody else.. 'Cause I hung my original self from the top bunk with a belt..

Hello, whoever may be browsing through this.. and how.. are you? If you've read anything prior to this.. Then maybe you think that I may seem sort of dreary.. This is entirely not the case.. I've just had a difficult last sort of half year or so.. Culminating in the last 2.5 months or so.. in which alot of awful things have happened.. I will...
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A lot has happened since I last did one of these.. I got promoted at my awesome (not) job.. A good friend of mine took his own life... Which was incredibly sad because he was a very giving individual.. Would give all that he had to help someone and then some more if it was possible.. Noone saw it coming.. I just really hope he's...
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