Wow...last night, was, shall I say, rather intense. Went rolling, got back home around 4.30am (if you know what all that means, then I shall not need to include any more details...otherwise, it's better left unsaid 
). Anyways, couldn't sleep till about 6am, and I woke up at about 11. Amazingly, today was pretty high energy. Managed to fix my car and clean my apartment. Blah blah blah blah....life is boring as usual again. Though I have to say, I kind of reached this state where I realized that the world was pretty much ok, and I was ok with it. Sounds cheesy, I know, but it's a nice place to be in. Basically, it just occurred to me that I was starting to take things too seriously in life...sometimes you just have to kind of sit back and let shit happen.
To that extent, I think I've managed to become a little less creepy regarding my gf-type-thing.....I kind of realized that I was nearing a point in that relationship that I didn't want to enter. Namely, obsession, neediness, interdependence. And it's really hard to avoid that when the other party is seen only once afortnight, and never seems to be reached by phone or email. Sometimes though, you just have to take a step back from the situation and realize where you stand....and I finally did that today.
But you know, things are going to be ok.
). Anyways, couldn't sleep till about 6am, and I woke up at about 11. Amazingly, today was pretty high energy. Managed to fix my car and clean my apartment. Blah blah blah blah....life is boring as usual again. Though I have to say, I kind of reached this state where I realized that the world was pretty much ok, and I was ok with it. Sounds cheesy, I know, but it's a nice place to be in. Basically, it just occurred to me that I was starting to take things too seriously in life...sometimes you just have to kind of sit back and let shit happen.
To that extent, I think I've managed to become a little less creepy regarding my gf-type-thing.....I kind of realized that I was nearing a point in that relationship that I didn't want to enter. Namely, obsession, neediness, interdependence. And it's really hard to avoid that when the other party is seen only once afortnight, and never seems to be reached by phone or email. Sometimes though, you just have to take a step back from the situation and realize where you stand....and I finally did that today.
But you know, things are going to be ok.
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hmmm...obsession, neediness, did i just post something like that?