I appear to be in a very strange state of affairs these days.
Things with my ever-elusive gf seem to be deteriorating once again. She was supposed to call me after she got out of class; never did. 5pm rolls around, I call her, and she's out running some errands with a friend. She seemed quite uninterested in spending any time with me tonight, and she said that she'd call me when she returned, and we'd do something. -looks at watch-.....it's presently 9pm; I don't expect her to call, but perhaps she will. Either way; I'm a bit put off by the whole situation....she said she'd call me, and she went and did something else. I don't expect her to put her life on hold for me, or to make me her number one priority, but this is just plain inconsiderate and rude. And believe me, this pretty much describes every single Tuesday and Friday night for us. I feel that I put in all the effort in trying to get in touch with her, and she returns very little of it for whatever reason. I understand the way she works well enough to justify her actions to myself, but I'm getting kind of tired of this treatment. I keep on wondering if she's really worth the trouble at this point.
To complicate matters, I met this girl in line at the bouncing souls concert in chicago. We talked for all of about 5 minutes, and somehow I ended up putting my number in her cell phone. She said that she had some friends out in purdue that she was going to visit, and that she'd drop by terre haute to see me and my friend. I figured that the odds of this were rather slim, so I gave her my number without really thinking about it. I thought she seemed like a cool person to get to know better as a friend, but I don't think she'd be the type of girl I'd normally go after.
And guess who leaves a message on my machine today......yeah. So apparently, she's going to be in terre haute at about 8/9pm saturday. We have extra futon space, so I said she could crash here and take off sunday, if she wanted. She accepted my offer, which made me a bit nervous. I think I'm being a bit naive about this whole situation, but that kind of tends to go hand in hand with optomism often times.
So yeah....next journal update should be very interesting, I promise. =)
Things with my ever-elusive gf seem to be deteriorating once again. She was supposed to call me after she got out of class; never did. 5pm rolls around, I call her, and she's out running some errands with a friend. She seemed quite uninterested in spending any time with me tonight, and she said that she'd call me when she returned, and we'd do something. -looks at watch-.....it's presently 9pm; I don't expect her to call, but perhaps she will. Either way; I'm a bit put off by the whole situation....she said she'd call me, and she went and did something else. I don't expect her to put her life on hold for me, or to make me her number one priority, but this is just plain inconsiderate and rude. And believe me, this pretty much describes every single Tuesday and Friday night for us. I feel that I put in all the effort in trying to get in touch with her, and she returns very little of it for whatever reason. I understand the way she works well enough to justify her actions to myself, but I'm getting kind of tired of this treatment. I keep on wondering if she's really worth the trouble at this point.
To complicate matters, I met this girl in line at the bouncing souls concert in chicago. We talked for all of about 5 minutes, and somehow I ended up putting my number in her cell phone. She said that she had some friends out in purdue that she was going to visit, and that she'd drop by terre haute to see me and my friend. I figured that the odds of this were rather slim, so I gave her my number without really thinking about it. I thought she seemed like a cool person to get to know better as a friend, but I don't think she'd be the type of girl I'd normally go after.
And guess who leaves a message on my machine today......yeah. So apparently, she's going to be in terre haute at about 8/9pm saturday. We have extra futon space, so I said she could crash here and take off sunday, if she wanted. She accepted my offer, which made me a bit nervous. I think I'm being a bit naive about this whole situation, but that kind of tends to go hand in hand with optomism often times.
So yeah....next journal update should be very interesting, I promise. =)
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and yes, hackers rocks.
xoxo
- Burn
ps. i added you to my friends... and I agree with userlame. Drop the zero, get a hero
[Edited on Oct 04, 2003]
you rule!
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