spyder_doll

ok that made me sad that last entry so here is my new one!

so i decided that you all asked me way more fun and interesting questions than i ask you so i say you all ask me a question and dont be concerned if it is disturbing or gross or none of your damn business i am positive i will answer and hopefully with an interesting answer

the weather here has been awsome for a few days now and im happy

exams are over with

ian is gettinghis awsome car ready for the big show i will post pics as soon as some one shows me how

went to blairs house last night for an awsome and quit evening with blair and racheal. i love those guys i needed time in the woods and out of town and a beer or two (ican drink beer again) yesterday my dad threatened to commit suicide and i was like its your damn life and you make your own decisions! i will not be manipulated by you and or feel bad because of your life decisions and as much as i would miss you i realize you are all grown up so do as you will! then he stormed out and wont come home when im here he is such a baby i hate having him live here. and he cant understand why this lady wont call him back and i am convinced it is because if he hates himself that bad than how can anyone else like him so yeah i needed to go out to blairs last night and so did ian.

speeking of ian he has been really wonderful lately just sweet and suportive and extra cuddely and i love cuddles i really want to find a way to live with him so we can see if we are gonna make it for the long haul.plus we just need our space away from room mates but i want to yell to the world that i am madly in love with him

oh and does any one have a dance dance revolution game i miss it and want a new one and a dance pad and a ps2 i love that game and mean thom has taken it away

k i off but i hope you all have a great day