spyder13

I somehow missed the signals and blew an opportunity for some great no strings sex last Friday. Doh!!

All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow
And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm...
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I ended up on a girl's night out last Friday and had a blast! We saw Feist play live; she was amazing!! Many bars and clubs and lots of fun! Mmmmmm... Darcy is my new crush. Wow!!

Drunk on All Hallows Eve, drunk last night, and drunk tonight. Girls/women confuse me. Why can't nice, respectful guys get any attention?? Right now Curve is rocking my world! Great band so please check them out.

New crushes: Caroline and Lindsey. I am hopeless.

Drunken, one night sex on Saturday night. That was not a wise choice, but it has been nearly 2 years since the last time and this was way easy. That's still no excuse. It was pretty fucking stupid.

On the upside... carving pumpkins tonight!

Sex is hard to come by when you are an honest, nice guy.

I was recently emailed by a woman whom I had an affair with. It was her affair not mine as I was single and she was liviing with a guy. I had no idea for months since we were basically friends with benefits 2-3 times a week. Long story short... After about 8 months she tried to kill herself for the mess she found herself...
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I need more sleep.

I unfortunately gave up on many things tonight. Life is not one of them though. I am not that depressed and bad off. I just realized so many people and so many things cant be depended on. Worst of all I gave up on myself to a certain extent. Oh well... At least I only have to live with myself in the end.