spyder13

A friend of my roommate and her boyfriend's came out last Friday and the 4 of us had a full night of drinking, pool, talking and staying up all night. I know their friend because we have met a few times before. It is always an interesting night when we all hang out. So here is the problem... She is engaged and soon to moving to Arizona, which is fine by me as I am not interested in her as more than friends. However, the last 2 times we all hung out she crashed at our place. I gave her my bed the first time, but she didn't want to be alone so I slept in the same bed and we snuggled. Nothing else happened, but she freaked out about it a little. So this past Friday she confessed to my roommate about the snuggling so when it came time to crash at 5:30am my roommate forced her friend to crash on the couch. Good choice! Unfortunately, that didn't stop the friend from leaving the couch and making her way into my bed. I tried to be good, but she was flirty and started caressing me. We didn't have sex, but I did get her off with my hands. I feel pretty rotten about it, but I was still tipsy and horny. Keep in mind I have only had sex twice in the past 2 years and they have both been in the last month plus. Although she didn't return the favor. So again when she left she freaked out and this time even more so. Now I have to keep the secret from my roommate, which I don't like one bit. I am really not having any luck here. I cant wait to get away for the Xmas holiday and out of this mess for a while. I just hope I can find some fun for New Year's Eve that doesn't involve drama when I get back.