spydah

I REALLY REALLY REALLY NEED TO STAY FOCUSED!!! what the hells been wrong with me lately?? its like im on another planet. so much shit i should be getting done and i just havent felt like it or just put off until later. even with my friends, they call and i hardly answer my phone because i dont wanna talk to anybody. finally started writing again 2 weeks ago but i couldve written so much more, i should be drawing or reading a book just anything productive. i just get stressed from work and get wasted. getting wasted is cool but i could use that time and energy for far more better things besides killing brain cells.

excuse my rambling, i think i just snapped outta my daze thats all

i'll take Morphues' advice

try to relax and stay focused!!! ( and so what im a goofy matrix geek)