spunsugar

soo tired. I've gotten crap sleep since getting ready for the tv thing. I of course couldn't sleep the night before cause I had so much to do to get ready. *wash equip- check* *still smell?-double check* *hair flaming again-check*

so I had about 4 hours sleep before I got up at FIVE AM. tried to make myself look beeyootiful while looking through puffy eyes. the space we were supposed to skate in was so small! going around in circles was making me dizzy. we took some pictures in some of the sets, like all over the kitchen from city cooks, and they had this weird set that was supposed to look all "hardcore". chain link fence, garbage can, really bad grafitti.
I didn't actually fall on camera. I fell everywhere else though. not my fault though cause nothing was real. I tried to lean up against (I thought) a concrete wall. yeah it was made of foam. a big metal pole? not attached to the ground and made of plastic. chainlink fence? on hidden wheels. not fair.

I had to go to work after, so while at breakfast at bons I decided "ooh I should drink lot's of coffee" I NEVER drink coffee.I hardly ever have caffeine, except for in tiny doses like chocolate.
I had like 4 or 5 cups. I was crazy till 3pm. it was awful. like coming down of amphetimes. that'll teach me. dumbass.

so yeah still tired. will I go to sleep early tonight? fuck no!