Its 12:48. stats has again left me in a state of obfuscation. Im going to go shower, then maybe sleep.
Today was spent soothing my sister - Im quite worried about her...
... I purchased myself a little Christmas tree (and my sister one to match), for the first time in a very long time I am feeling remotely festive this year, I think perhaps it might be due to a recent feeling of comfort, security, happiness that Ive experienced..... the ability to wake up in the morning and not feel as though I have to punch the first person I see.
You never fully appreciate the gravity of a situation while thoroughly immersed in it.... not even afterwards.... its ironic that in happiness you find the misery that you never felt before through the contrast.
Ah irony, you foul mistress.
But in other news, I must find new accomodation, the search has began, the pursuit begins tomorrow.
Time to switch on the densensitization and show 'em what I'm made of.
I have the most bizarre phobias.
Today was spent soothing my sister - Im quite worried about her...
... I purchased myself a little Christmas tree (and my sister one to match), for the first time in a very long time I am feeling remotely festive this year, I think perhaps it might be due to a recent feeling of comfort, security, happiness that Ive experienced..... the ability to wake up in the morning and not feel as though I have to punch the first person I see.
You never fully appreciate the gravity of a situation while thoroughly immersed in it.... not even afterwards.... its ironic that in happiness you find the misery that you never felt before through the contrast.
Ah irony, you foul mistress.
But in other news, I must find new accomodation, the search has began, the pursuit begins tomorrow.
Time to switch on the densensitization and show 'em what I'm made of.
I have the most bizarre phobias.
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jaybugg:
Fine.. Canada won me over enough for another visit to Toronto, offical on paperwork today. You all win. here's a pig. 
gujsel:
