spunion2012

My eardrums have been trembling all night...uneasy steps between the couch and the bed and the colors wont agree with my vision. I have a long bus ride tomorrow. Headlong dive into something I tried to brush aside or shrug away years ago. Im ok with it you know, all of it, the new woman, the one who took my place so long ago, the awkward embraces and everything. I dont really have much of a choice though.

There are cities dedicated to your memory. Entire parks and plazas I could not picture without the length of you alongside of me.

The thought of it all makes me wanna hurl......