-wednesday-
- went to my moms, then my mom and all my brothers and sisters went to riverside to visit my stepdads, and grandpas graves, then went to sun city to see my sisters grave, then we went back to my moms, i took a nap, then drove my sis and bro and their friends to church, went back and finished watching can't hardly wait, ate 3 tamales, then when i got in my car to pick them up my other sis' bf was there to pick them up so i came home, and at 10 i'm gonna wqtch rescue me.
- Rescue Me was awesome
afterward i went to my moms, played some ... i don't know, some fighting game on ther ps2, with my bros and siss and their friends, then i ate some brownies, milk, then leftover mac and cheese and fries from black angus, talked with my other sis, then i went to sleep on the couch.
-thursday-
- woke up at 7, came home.
- went online a bit, then slept til noon, got up again, now i'm just sitting here.
- i love wikipedia what i love best is i can just keep going and going and going, and everything links together like an eternal version of six degrees of kevin bacon... it's amazing.
- my brothers and sisters are going to the beach and having a bonfire later, i'm not going, i dont' always like the beach, and today i don't.
- and when i'm on wikipedia i just keep opening page after page, so when i get offline i have like 20 windows open and i just sit and read them all.
- watched the commentary on freedom writers, ate all my leftovers, then went to my moms, ate some hot dogs and brownies, then watched the first 20 minutes or so of love actually, then put on drop dead fred so my nieces could go to sleep. watched an hour or so of it and then came home.
- saw on the news yesterday sometime that the brits have knighted salmon rushdie and iran calls it an act of aggression.
-friday-
- a friend from high school alled wednesday and told me one of my best friends from then just got out of jail last week, and gave me his number. i haven't called yet. kinda nervous. just not sure what to say. i had his address to write while he was in but i never knew what to say. all my letters started with,"How's it going?" "How's it going"?
he's in jail, what kind of question is that, it was a wierd and awkward letter to write so i never sent one. we sorta had a falling out, not bad just kinda annoyed with each other, and my other friend red had a huge argument with him a day or so before he was arrested like 7 years ago, and he's ben in jail ever since then, and the whole thing is just kinda complicated and wierd. i have to call him though. probably today...
-"It is a hard way, the way of being a man. Sooner or later we all want a thing that is bad. To walk on all fours. To suck up drink from a stream. To jabber, instead of saying the words. To go snuffling at the earth, and to claw on the bark of trees. To eat flesh, or fish. To make love to more than one, every which way. These are all bad things. These are not the things that men do. But we are men, are we not? We are men because the Father has made us men!"
- went to my moms, they were watching annie when i got there, then when my sisters got home, we watched love actually, then i took a nap for an hour, then took my sis to ballet.
now i'm home. called my buddy, joe, no answer, so i left him a voicemail. now i'm online. chillin' out of the heat.
joe called me back. he's seein' a movie with a chick, so we're gonna hang out tomorrow after he gets his car in the morning.
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- went to my moms, then my mom and all my brothers and sisters went to riverside to visit my stepdads, and grandpas graves, then went to sun city to see my sisters grave, then we went back to my moms, i took a nap, then drove my sis and bro and their friends to church, went back and finished watching can't hardly wait, ate 3 tamales, then when i got in my car to pick them up my other sis' bf was there to pick them up so i came home, and at 10 i'm gonna wqtch rescue me.
- Rescue Me was awesome
afterward i went to my moms, played some ... i don't know, some fighting game on ther ps2, with my bros and siss and their friends, then i ate some brownies, milk, then leftover mac and cheese and fries from black angus, talked with my other sis, then i went to sleep on the couch.
-thursday-
- woke up at 7, came home.
- went online a bit, then slept til noon, got up again, now i'm just sitting here.
- i love wikipedia
what i love best is i can just keep going and going and going, and everything links together like an eternal version of six degrees of kevin bacon... it's amazing.
- my brothers and sisters are going to the beach and having a bonfire later, i'm not going, i dont' always like the beach, and today i don't.
- and when i'm on wikipedia i just keep opening page after page, so when i get offline i have like 20 windows open and i just sit and read them all.
- watched the commentary on freedom writers, ate all my leftovers, then went to my moms, ate some hot dogs and brownies, then watched the first 20 minutes or so of love actually, then put on drop dead fred so my nieces could go to sleep. watched an hour or so of it and then came home.
- saw on the news yesterday sometime that the brits have knighted salmon rushdie and iran calls it an act of aggression.
-friday-
- a friend from high school alled wednesday and told me one of my best friends from then just got out of jail last week, and gave me his number. i haven't called yet. kinda nervous. just not sure what to say. i had his address to write while he was in but i never knew what to say. all my letters started with,"How's it going?" "How's it going"?
he's in jail, what kind of question is that, it was a wierd and awkward letter to write so i never sent one. we sorta had a falling out, not bad just kinda annoyed with each other, and my other friend red had a huge argument with him a day or so before he was arrested like 7 years ago, and he's ben in jail ever since then, and the whole thing is just kinda complicated and wierd. i have to call him though. probably today...
-"It is a hard way, the way of being a man. Sooner or later we all want a thing that is bad. To walk on all fours. To suck up drink from a stream. To jabber, instead of saying the words. To go snuffling at the earth, and to claw on the bark of trees. To eat flesh, or fish. To make love to more than one, every which way. These are all bad things. These are not the things that men do. But we are men, are we not? We are men because the Father has made us men!"
- went to my moms, they were watching annie when i got there, then when my sisters got home, we watched love actually, then i took a nap for an hour, then took my sis to ballet.
now i'm home. called my buddy, joe, no answer, so i left him a voicemail. now i'm online. chillin' out of the heat.
joe called me back. he's seein' a movie with a chick, so we're gonna hang out tomorrow after he gets his car in the morning.
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Hey man, I honestly know what you mean about the nervousness. I had a similar experience w/ someone who was in jail, but never made it out because he had a brain tumour and died @ 27. I managed to talk to him while he was in the prison hospital and said my peace. He was only 3 months younger than me and had everything going for him. He was just in the wrong place @ the wrong time. You know how it goes. Best bet: Stay @ home if you don't feel right about someone's plans for the evening.
Love Actually is a good flick man: I bought the DVD I was so impressed by the storylines.
Have a good w/d bro...I hope things in your life make a wicked positive turn. You deserve it man...