-thursday-
- so my grandma was talking to some military guy yesterday and was telling him about me and my brother and then my grandma decided to hound me about why i'm not allowed to enlist, like i didn't know.
then told me i can work for the military and get the same benefits as if i'd enlisted. like that's the reason i've wanted to enlist for as long as i can remember. then she decided to hound on me for not having any benefits, and i tell her,"yes grandma, i KNOW all that", she keeps going on and on saying how if i need to go to the hospital i'll be poor and she'll have to pay for everything because my parents don't care. i had to keep saying i know, i KNOW!" and she finally said" ok then, i'll guess i'll shut up. but it's my job as a grandparent to tell you these things cause your parents don't care." which isn't true, my Mom DOESN'T care, but my dad does. he's talked to me about all of it, he just knows that he doesn't have to hound me about it. my grandma, like my mom, doesn't really care, she just wants to act all high and mighty over me, and pretend she cares so she can tell others what a great person she is. now i'm in a really bad fucking mood. fucked up my whole day.
and i don't have any problem anymore with breaking my grandma's rule about no drinking in the house.
the letter opener my sis got me for my b-day
the wall hanger she got me
my wall, with my 2 Sid prints, my wall hanger, and my SG poster (2006 calender). those hercules hooks i got do just go into the wall super easy. i need to hang some more stuff.
new shirts. i got paint and brushes at wallymart last night, so i'll do another couple shirts soon.
- and of course my mom just called me. she wants me to pick up my brother from his friends house. i'm going to sd in a bit so i can't, even though i'm in such a bad mood i don't want to do anything but sit here and drink. i may just sit here and drink for the rest of the day.
- so i played my guitar for a bit, relearning how. i started learning guitar for a few months when i was in jr high, but my bother broke 2 of the strings and i never got them restrung and forgot and quit. it was relaxing. i'm in a better mood now. also, last night i bought a little how to play guitar set (cd, dvd and book) cause i couldn't find my guitar book. well this morning i remembered where to look and found it
my bad
my guitar
- went to san d. watched a bit of Piglets Big Movie, then we went to old town san diego and ate at Jolly Boys, it was good
i had the #6 combination, a pork taco and your choice (i got fish) of enchilada with tamitilo sauce. and a cadillac margarita. Mmmm then we went back, and while the kids got baths i read people and lifestyle (?) some weekly gossip mags like that, then we watched some tv, talked to chris in bahrain on Skype, and then i went home, smoked a stogie on the way, and got some masking tape at wallymart. i had a good night.
-"Nothing can add more power to your life than concentrating all your energies on a limited set of targets."
-friday-
i've been watching Wicker Park all day, and reading. ate pizza for dinner. watched Mask i just wanted to watch something with motorcycles in it and now i'm all sad.
so i watched saved next, and now i'm happy again. that movies funny.
-Saturday-
- today should be a good day
i got all my songs loaded onto my laptop, so i can listen to them again. and i reloaded my mp3 player with different stuff, i put songs on there by title, i'd search for songs with certain words int he tittle and then sync them up in groups.
- went to bed at 0600, woke up at 1130. searched around online, looking at harleys, and twisted springer forks.
took my sister to the mall for work, walked around a bit, bought some cigars and some books. bought some fabric paint, shirts and cardboard. some coat hooks, then sandwich stuff and soda, cactus cooler.
came home, ate dinner (pansit: angelhair bean noodles, chicken, celery, carrots, spices, cooked in broth. +rice) then ate some strawberry and cream pastry bites. now i'm watching Empire Records.
i haven't practiced my guitar yet today but it's been a good day so far. i think i'm gonna get some shelves , cups, and other stuff later.
Today is Easter Sunday. Happy Zombie Jesus Day
-Sunday, Sunday, SUNDAY!!!-
- slept on the couch last night. fell asleep watching Empire Records for the 3rd time in a row, then woke up, got a blanket and kept watching it until i fell asleep again. it played all night over and over again. i got a good night sleep. woke up too late to go to the church i wanted, so no church for me today.
- i want to put up some shelves, so i got a stud finder, but now i can't find my tape measure. oh well, i'll just get a new one.
- showed up at 6:30 to my moms, and dinner wasn't ready. so i watched tv and drank my rum and cactus cooler. my mom asked if i could take my sister to her ballet intensive class tomorrow at 9, so i said yes, and then it turned into a running aggrevation cause my mom wouldn't go get the papers or let my sister go get them.
we ate at 830 (beef roast w/ potatoes, onions+carrots; ham; rolls; for dessert:apple+peach pie). done eating and i still don't have anything written down about where i'm going, so as i go stand by the door and say goodbye my mom just tells me the info finally and i write it down in my planner, then she has to give me a check so i wait while she writes out the directions (what she says ," i think this is how i got there") and gives me the check for the class. i should have brought more rum.
at home, gonna double check the directions online then get to bed. it was an ok easter.
- sleep counts the same no matter how much you get.
- i need to check on it, but i think i have enough $ to fly to AV and see my friend will. i need to give him a call anyway.
late
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- so my grandma was talking to some military guy yesterday and was telling him about me and my brother and then my grandma decided to hound me about why i'm not allowed to enlist, like i didn't know.
then told me i can work for the military and get the same benefits as if i'd enlisted. like that's the reason i've wanted to enlist for as long as i can remember. then she decided to hound on me for not having any benefits, and i tell her,"yes grandma, i KNOW all that", she keeps going on and on saying how if i need to go to the hospital i'll be poor and she'll have to pay for everything because my parents don't care. i had to keep saying i know, i KNOW!" and she finally said" ok then, i'll guess i'll shut up. but it's my job as a grandparent to tell you these things cause your parents don't care." which isn't true, my Mom DOESN'T care, but my dad does. he's talked to me about all of it, he just knows that he doesn't have to hound me about it. my grandma, like my mom, doesn't really care, she just wants to act all high and mighty over me, and pretend she cares so she can tell others what a great person she is. now i'm in a really bad fucking mood. fucked up my whole day.
and i don't have any problem anymore with breaking my grandma's rule about no drinking in the house.
the letter opener my sis got me for my b-day
the wall hanger she got me
my wall, with my 2 Sid prints, my wall hanger, and my SG poster (2006 calender). those hercules hooks i got do just go into the wall super easy. i need to hang some more stuff.
new shirts. i got paint and brushes at wallymart last night, so i'll do another couple shirts soon.
- and of course my mom just called me. she wants me to pick up my brother from his friends house. i'm going to sd in a bit so i can't, even though i'm in such a bad mood i don't want to do anything but sit here and drink. i may just sit here and drink for the rest of the day.
- so i played my guitar for a bit, relearning how. i started learning guitar for a few months when i was in jr high, but my bother broke 2 of the strings and i never got them restrung and forgot and quit. it was relaxing. i'm in a better mood now. also, last night i bought a little how to play guitar set (cd, dvd and book) cause i couldn't find my guitar book. well this morning i remembered where to look and found it
my bad
my guitar
- went to san d. watched a bit of Piglets Big Movie, then we went to old town san diego and ate at Jolly Boys, it was good
i had the #6 combination, a pork taco and your choice (i got fish) of enchilada with tamitilo sauce. and a cadillac margarita. Mmmm then we went back, and while the kids got baths i read people and lifestyle (?) some weekly gossip mags like that, then we watched some tv, talked to chris in bahrain on Skype, and then i went home, smoked a stogie on the way, and got some masking tape at wallymart. i had a good night.
-"Nothing can add more power to your life than concentrating all your energies on a limited set of targets."
-friday-
i've been watching Wicker Park all day, and reading. ate pizza for dinner. watched Mask
i just wanted to watch something with motorcycles in it and now i'm all sad.
so i watched saved next, and now i'm happy again. that movies funny.
-Saturday-
- today should be a good day
i got all my songs loaded onto my laptop, so i can listen to them again. and i reloaded my mp3 player with different stuff, i put songs on there by title, i'd search for songs with certain words int he tittle and then sync them up in groups.
- went to bed at 0600, woke up at 1130. searched around online, looking at harleys, and twisted springer forks.
took my sister to the mall for work, walked around a bit, bought some cigars and some books. bought some fabric paint, shirts and cardboard. some coat hooks, then sandwich stuff and soda, cactus cooler
.
came home, ate dinner (pansit: angelhair bean noodles, chicken, celery, carrots, spices, cooked in broth. +rice) then ate some strawberry and cream pastry bites. now i'm watching Empire Records.
i haven't practiced my guitar yet today
but it's been a good day so far. i think i'm gonna get some shelves , cups, and other stuff later.
Today is Easter Sunday. Happy Zombie Jesus Day
-Sunday, Sunday, SUNDAY!!!-
- slept on the couch last night. fell asleep watching Empire Records for the 3rd time in a row, then woke up, got a blanket and kept watching it until i fell asleep again. it played all night over and over again. i got a good night sleep. woke up too late to go to the church i wanted, so no church for me today.
- i want to put up some shelves, so i got a stud finder, but now i can't find my tape measure. oh well, i'll just get a new one.
- showed up at 6:30 to my moms, and dinner wasn't ready. so i watched tv and drank my rum and cactus cooler. my mom asked if i could take my sister to her ballet intensive class tomorrow at 9, so i said yes, and then it turned into a running aggrevation cause my mom wouldn't go get the papers or let my sister go get them.
we ate at 830 (beef roast w/ potatoes, onions+carrots; ham; rolls; for dessert:apple+peach pie). done eating and i still don't have anything written down about where i'm going, so as i go stand by the door and say goodbye my mom just tells me the info finally and i write it down in my planner, then she has to give me a check so i wait while she writes out the directions (what she says ," i think this is how i got there") and gives me the check for the class. i should have brought more rum.
at home, gonna double check the directions online then get to bed. it was an ok easter.
- sleep counts the same no matter how much you get.
- i need to check on it, but i think i have enough $ to fly to AV and see my friend will. i need to give him a call anyway.
late
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rum is always good.