spud_bliss

-monday... again
- ughh
momento mori. ''remember you are mortal''
- well, waking up essentially an hour earlier, because of dst, isn't so bad. it sorta feels earlier, but i got to sleep on time and got plenty of rest.
and tomorrow i get my new tattoo. then i'm going to a sewing store in mission viejo (vee-JO) which is the closest to me that sells accessories for my brand of sewing machine and i'm gonna see if i can get a coupla feet.
- work was ok today.
- have you heard the acoustic version of stp's "plush"? i was singing along with it on the radio the other day and it made me cry. i have no idea what the song is about, but it makes me sad. especially the acoustic version. i love the song though
- after work i came home, and it was hot as heck. then picked up my sis from ballet, then we came to my house so she could watch prisonbreak, but it wasn't on so she watched house instead, while i finished watching jackass 2. then we went to walmart cause i needed tp, and she needed a phone card, and a folder. then i dropped her off and came home, drinking Dr Pepper (Wouldn't you like to be a pepper too?) and watching Kansas. It's a good film, i'm liking it.
- and tomorrow i get my new tat.
-"gangstas don't dance....they boogie"
- why is everyone always talking about being emo phillips?

Women: You can't live with them, and you can't get them to dress up in a skimpy little Nazi costume and beat you with a warm squash or something.
Emo Philips

-tuesday-
- today is the day... so i got up early, at 0715, washed my face and got mcd's for breakfast. nothing like a sausahe mcmuffin with egg and cheese and a hashbrown, and a chocolate milk to start the day. listening to The Smiths Best of... 1.
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doesn't that dress rock?
- so i got ready and left and mailed something at the post office, and then as i'm getting on the freeway, linda, my artist, calls and she's really sick, bad, so we postponed my new tat until sunday. so i spent the day chillin' and shopping. spent a couple hours hanging with my buddy nate in laguna hills. smoked an Acid KubaKuba on the way home, then watched some Miami Ink, and now i'm at home.
It was a good day today.

-Careful? Was my mother careful when she stabbed me in the heart with a clothes hanger while I was still in the womb?
-wednesday
- ugh... the morning doesn't feel good. i'm kinda tired. no shower today... and i wore a shirt from the dirty pile. blah, blah, blah...
- work didn't go too bad. not great, but not bad either. saw a girl i went to high school with and she waved hello. that was nice. and then after work i smoked a sigar and relaxed on a nice little drive to shop at another mall. bought some used movies at suncoast (all 4 harry potter films, altered states, jersey girl, wildcats, a movie with stan lee and kevin smith, and a film of all the cartoons of bill plympton) and i ate dinner at nathans famous (chili cheese dog, fries and a large pibb). it was a nice afternoon. i feel good now. i wanted to get the 3 box sets of American Chopper, season 1, 2 and 3, but decided i'd get it later. maybe this weekend. it's payday tomorrow, so maybe i'll get it then.
- and now i'm watching love actually.
"You'll never become OLD and WISE
if you're not YOUNG and CRAZY!!!"

-thursday-
- payday today. work went well. it was a good day. felt good. it was bright and sunny out
- after work i went and hung out with aubrey. her mom was there too, she's cool. she wished me an early happy b-day, and we had pizza and cheesecake. it was fun.
- well tuesday i mailed my friend raquel a copy of my sister nicoles memorial dvd. she's been feeling really bad and misses her friends and family (she moved up to northern cali a couple months ago) and used to talk to my sister alot, so she asked if i could send her a copy of the dvd cause she misses my sis. and she asked me if they'd put up the headstone at my sisters grave and nobody has said they have yet, so i told her i didnt hink it's there yet. so i went and checked today. i was kinda nervous, like what if it was there how would i feel, but when i got there they just had the base stone down that they'll mount it to but not the actual headstone yet. i wanted to like talk and say something while i was there, but right before i'd say something my chest would feel real heavy and i'd just take a deep breath instead, like if i'd said something i think i would have started crying. we went there last month on my bro and sis' b-day and i just couldn't go look, it was way too sad, i just sat in the car. i think it's supposed to come in june or july...
- my b-day is saturday and my family is bugging me to come over so they can have a cake and shit and i don't feel like it but they're already planning to have it in the afternoon so i'll probably go by for a couple minutes and blow out the candles and then leave. i really do not like people even saying happy birthday to me. it just makes me really sad and mad and just puts me in an overall bad mood i fucking hate my birthday for some reason. i'm not sure why, i just have hated getting presents or a cake or anything on the day, or close to it for that reason. i fucking hate the anticipation of it too. acouple years ago i was having an awesome day, nobody said happy birthday all day, i went to work and left my appartment about 6pm and nobody at work said nothing, and i get home and felt great about nobody saying anything, and then i get home and they're like 10 messages on my machine saying happy birthday and it put me in the worst mood....
- there's a new tickle me elmo: you poke it's stomach and it vibrates and laughs and raises its arms and falls over and gets back up and it's really creepy. i kicked it about 2 feet and it started laughing and saying how that tickled and it was so funny and elmo can';t take it anymore... i wanted to stomp it's fucking head... fucking elmo... i have a cookie pucket that is elmo's head with a handle attached to it. it looks a decapitated elmo with an orange horseshoe stuck through the top of his skull. i ♥♥ it!
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