-Monday-
- work went good. pretty good sales. not too boring. they were out of the shoes i wanted to get at foot locker, a pair of black adidas' with red stripes and red stitching. oh well
but i did bling out my mp3 player. not all the way yet, just got the front finished, i still need to do the back. i figured on the calculator how much we pay per crystal, and the price my bos gives me is way off. and speaking of work, whatever i did to my comp is what's letting me not log in to the order page for work. i can't log into any secure site. not my bank, or my email.
- so tomorrow i'm only working half the day. and sunday i want to go to the swap meet in o-side. maybe saturday after work i'll go to SD. this should be a good weekend.
- the other day at i work i was thinking of the difference between a salesperson, and a sales clerk. i'm more of a sales clerk: i know all the products and keep them organzied and stocked and can tell the difference in the products and ring someone up at the register, but i'm not really a salesperson: i can't tlk someone into buying one thing over another, or "make a sale" whatever
- embrace what you fear, because it makes you stronger
i fear being alone...
half the time being online just depresses me. most stuff depresses me lately: work, home, waking up i just got on here to jerk off to some porn and all i've ended up doing is reading myspace bulletins and blogs here and there, and looking at my friends' new pics and stuff... i'm too depressed to jerk off now
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... goodnight
late
♥
- work went good. pretty good sales. not too boring. they were out of the shoes i wanted to get at foot locker, a pair of black adidas' with red stripes and red stitching. oh well
but i did bling out my mp3 player. not all the way yet, just got the front finished, i still need to do the back. i figured on the calculator how much we pay per crystal, and the price my bos gives me is way off. and speaking of work, whatever i did to my comp is what's letting me not log in to the order page for work. i can't log into any secure site. not my bank, or my email.
- so tomorrow i'm only working half the day. and sunday i want to go to the swap meet in o-side. maybe saturday after work i'll go to SD. this should be a good weekend.
- the other day at i work i was thinking of the difference between a salesperson, and a sales clerk. i'm more of a sales clerk: i know all the products and keep them organzied and stocked and can tell the difference in the products and ring someone up at the register, but i'm not really a salesperson: i can't tlk someone into buying one thing over another, or "make a sale" whatever
- embrace what you fear, because it makes you stronger
i fear being alone...
half the time being online just depresses me. most stuff depresses me lately: work, home, waking up
i just got on here to jerk off to some porn and all i've ended up doing is reading myspace bulletins and blogs here and there, and looking at my friends' new pics and stuff... i'm too depressed to jerk off now
...
...
... goodnight
late
♥
...Seriously though: I suppose that if the situation were really grave that sex isn't always the best answer, but dwelling on it isn't either. I can get like that too so I'm not immune, but eventually I slap myself in the face (sometimes literally) and snap out of it. gotta love all the curve balls life throws @ us all, huh?