spud_bliss

i've been reading Blood and Gold by Anne Rice. it's really good. i need a new job. i've been getting alot of reading done though lately. why isn't my life very interesting. i like to read. i'll read anything, and everything. my best friend can't get over that, just cause i read his sisters cosmo's when i didnt want to go out and buy anything...
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i want to be nothing. i don't want to be somebody, or anybody, or something, or anything... i want to be nothing. i want people to leave me alone. thats what i want for my b-day. nothing and i want everybody to not bother me all day.

and i want to get shit faced, fall down, can't see, can barely crawl, puking my guts out...
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the computer is still broken at work so i have to work for 2 hours at home, ordering stuff online. luckily i was gonna be online anyway, but i'm still charging for how long it takes me.

nothing else much to report. i can't decide what i want to do for my birthday: road trip? new tattoo? party? get drunk? all of them AND MORE!?!...
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i just got back from going to seeWalk the Line again. thats a good movie. i couldn't stand just sitting here and listen to my grandma drone on about the oscars. you should have heard how she shrieked when the said brokeback mountain, like a foot long rat had run across her feet.

on the way home they played strokin' on the radio, then...
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wasted another $100 at the casino. i'm not gambling anymore. it sucks.

work wasn't so bad today. i'm reading Merrick by Anne Rice right now. It's exciting. have to renew my AAA, and got a new atm card. a gold card.

late.

lost $220 at the casino. i'm an idiot.

got my AAA renewal in the mail today.

i'm just living event to event. i have st patty's day to look forward to... then a bbq on the 25th... then nothing.

life sucks.

went to work
went to look for a store that i think moved
went shooting
went and visited a tattoo shop
gambled
won 9 dollars over an hour
spent 70 dollar at wally mart
talked to my sister on the phone
got food at del taco
eating and fooling around online

thank you and goodnight. I'll be here all week.

morning. ugh. i'm taking my pistol with me and going to the range after work. i want to shoot. then maybe i'll go to sd and drive into the ocean.

i got tagged... is this what i do? just answer these questions?


Seven things to do before I die:
1)find a point to being alive
2) get a job i give a shit about
3) give a shit about something
4) shoot an elephant
5) shoot a man in Reno, just to watch him die
6) buy something very expensive just to have it
7)...
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i'm a total fucking coward.

my mom kicked out my friend raquel out of the house tonight because my mom is a fucking inconsistant psycho who needed someone to blame for why she is sick. and i didnt say anything to my mom, just sat back as my little sister and my younger brother argued with her.

i hate my fucking mother. i'm going to...
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