spry

Have't posted in here in awhile.
Well here is an update:

Im working in the evenings for crap pay..can't live off it but it's something until i find a job.

I moved to Yonge/Davisville July 1st to my own bachelor apartment..it's very nice, except the rent is kind of high and that's worrisome.

So i'm seriously going to cut back on costs..
such as im not going to get a ttc pass next month.
I'm going to cancel my SG acct..i just bought one month and they accidently billed me again..
I'm also going to try to quit smoking.

I'm on a strict budget.
I never eat out anymore.

I'm still single..
well I was kind of seeing erik or just screwing him i guess. He really upset me bc i hung with him all one weekend and i found out a few days later he was with someone else on the monday/tuesday..i felt betrayed and pissed and when im drunk my inhibitions go out the window and i told this guy a secret i erik told me and he goes 'if you tell sean im never going to talk to you again' so i told him. and yes erik was so pissed at me but he deserved it man, now 2 weeks later, he called me on Wednesday as he was in the area and wanted to come over ot bug me or maybe he wanted a booty call..meh i'd still sleep with him bc he was like the best EVER! uhmm but i didn't live there anymore as i moved.

There is this other guy that likes me..except there is no chemistry..like he's really cute, and has big muscles. haha he works out like all the time, and he's financially stable..lives by himself in a townhouse, getting a porche next week, is 30 etc..except there is just no chemistry..meh..i feel bad bc like, he took me out and bought me drinks, then bought me dinner, then took me grocery shopping, he also gave me an old a/c unit and when i was on the phone with him 2 nights ago he told me he had a present for me lol ..geeze..i dont like ppl buying me things, it makes me uncomfortable.